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WLM | my Wyoming craving down hill after hill. Staring up in the trees for hours while you walk. You can feel the sunburn on your neck before it’s even there. Then all of a sudden, there it is. A majestic great gray owl, sitting in an aspen forty yards away. So silent, so cryptic that if you weren’t specifically looking for it, you’d never have a chance of seeing it. Overwhelmingly worth it. It’s moments like these, when you find yourself face to face with some of the most elusive wildlife, that make the journey all worth it. For an instant, you forget where you are while you’re in the presence of such a beautiful creature. For an instant, you can almost feel a real connection to that animal. And as fast as it appears, before you’re ever ready for it to, that moment quickly slips away. It leaves you wanting more, craving that feeling and experience again. And that’s why we, wildlife photographers, go to the ends of the earth to try to see these animals. We crave it. And we crave sharing it with others, in hopes that they can feel even a fraction of the joy we get in that very moment. In that moment, some will do whatever it takes to get the shot. But they shouldn’t. Many people, professional 16 photographers included, go too far to try to get the perfect picture. They get too close. They sneak up on an animal. They are loud or obnoxious. These things stress the wildlife, and can make dangerous situations for both the animal and photographer. It frustrates and saddens me when I see people do this. They keep getting closer to the animal, and the animal keeps moving away. They are not getting photographs of an animal in its wild element, they are getting photographs of an animal trying to get away. The goal should be to observe and photograph the animal in its everyday life. The presence of the photographer should not change the behavior of the wild animal. Yes, it might make a cool photograph if you got on your back under the moose’s chin and took a picture looking straight up, his silhouetted antlers sticking out to the sides1. But you sure as heck better not try it. It’s about being an ethical photographer and respecting the wildlife. Pure and simple. A good example is when I was out looking for great gray owls. I had found a female owl about fifty yards away and I watched her through my binoculars for a moment. She then starting flying straight towards Wyoming Lifestyle Magazine | Winter & Holiday 2016 me, getting bigger and bigger until I couldn’t look at her through the binoculars anymore as she flew past me. I nearly forgot to breathe as I watched her land on a stump only five feet from me. We stared at each other at eye level for what seemed like an eternity, which in reality was probably only thirty seconds. I was so close I could see her feathers gently waving in the soft breeze. It was then that I noticed the down feathers along the top of the stump. It hit me so fast I almost panicked – I had been standing right next to her nest this whole time and never knew it! From my tiptoes I peered over the edge of the stump and could see the very tops of her white eggs in the hollowedout stump. I slowly backed away, not making any sudden movements so as not to scare her off the nest. I finally got about fifty yards away before I stopped. It was one of the most incredible experiences of my life, but you’ll never see a picture of it. My camera never left my backpack. I could have gotten amazing photos, but it would have been at the cost of the owl potentially abandoning her nest. It would have been irresponsible and unethical. Instead, I got to experience the moment with my own eyes, not through a camera lens. The image of