What's REALLY Going ON Volume 1, June 2014 Issue #6 | Page 12

FEATURED FAN ART Francie Gannon Michael will always be a part of my internal dialogue especially when I am in the zone. He visits me often and I could share many stories in what concrete ways this occurs. He and I are the best of friends, the very best. I adore him. He assists me at the times when I need help most and even when I forget to ask him, he will appear in a dream with just the perfect help. If I have learned anything from Michael it is his example of courage, grace under pressure and his focus on the well-being of children the world over, the condition of our blessed Mother Earth and all of her creatures. Most recently my focus has turned from painting Michael and other fun subjects to the plight of our companion animals. As I became more adept at being a member of social media the heart-breaking reality of what our dogs and cats experience in the broken shelter system in the USA has come to my attention as well as the plight of cats and dogs used in terrible medical experiments. um. I was not strong enough to handle the deluge of emotional upset this knowledge brought. I had to look away. I had to pretend and deny. But something changed along the way and Michael was a part of it. I thought how can I say this knowledge brings me suffering when it’s the animals that are suffering and dying? I had to find a way to look straight into their animal spirits and allow them a place in my heart. I had to process this crushing grief. I thought Michael’s heart is so huge it included all the peoples of this Earth and all her creatures. Surely my heart could open enough to take in these animal spirits and find a way to nurture and love them, even if they were now in the spirit world. During meditation the idea came to me. I could honor them by painting them. I could tell their story for them, now that they are gone. Michael held me up during this transition. He encouraged me and held my hand as I tottered onto this new path. I feel his pride in me. I am crying now because I feel so deeply the blessings of his spirit, the largesse of his huge and wide open heart, his love. Now I was born with a great sensitivity to the animal kingdom and any cruelty toward them has always been devastating to my equilibri12