What's REALLY Going ON Volume 1, June 2014 Issue #6 | Page 11

FEATURED FAN ART Francie Gannon Michael first came into my life, in a very big and real way, with the advent of his album Off The Wall. I thought “who is this beautiful boy?” His charisma and essence just leaped off the album cover and he had me, hook, line and sinker. Both his music and his photo had me right there, with my heart in the cross hairs. After that I knew who Michael was and followed his thrilling career. As I grew up and life took hold he receded to the background, yet I was aware of him, his enormous successes and the trials and tribulations he endured. I also was deeply appreciative of the legacy he was crafting: the greatest entertainer of my generation. As his life was gathering momentum on the world stage my life was taking shape in the form of career and family. It was a heady time of tumult and change as our generation exerted it’s influence. It was against this background that I earned my BA and MA and built a career. There was even a time, from the late 90s until 2005, that my focus was purely on career and family and Michael dropped from view. I heard about the trial during 2005. It was painful to me that he had to experience such a galling, soul destroying experience. I knew he was innocent, period. Then he was found not guilty and life continued . . . until June 25, 2009. When Michael transitioned he blazed a path straight through my heart and soul. He rocked my world. Never ever had I experienced anything this profound or sacred. Words continue to defy an adequate expression. I was the one who coined the phrase “Lightening Bolt” experience. All I could think of was how that lightening bolt had rearranged the cells, atoms, molecules, nucleus, protons, and neutrons in the fabric of my essential being. I was altered. I would never be the same. I was creating art prior to Michael’s passing. I had started sculpting in the mid-90s and migrated to watercolor in the mid 2000s. When he died I quit creating art. I cannot explain the reason for this. It took me three years to pick up the paint brush again, this time painting Michael. 11