1. My name is Micaela Amalia Mays
2. My favorite emotion is probably joy. That feeling is a content and
comforting feeling. Seeing joy in others peoples eyes or by their facial
expressions brings this type of happiness that is unexplainable. Also by
bringing other people joy it brings this comfort and security and it
makes me feel good about myself and I wouldn’t want it any other way.
3. Something I love is being surrounded by the same energy. When the
feelings are reciprocated and you feel that in your heart, it’s a really
comforting feeling. Life feels right when I’m surrounded with the right
people and energy. It doesn’t waste my time or energy and that’s what I
love. It’s not about having to worry if someone loves the other person
more, it’s all about the love and providing that same energy for one
another.
4. Definitely any concert I have been too. When I think back to those
times it’s just pure happiness and being in the moment. Thinking back
to camp log gnaw 2018 I just remember standing in that crowd saying
to myself this is where I need to be right now. Away from everything just
being surround by people who have the same interests and vibe.
Concerts/festivals are a getaway for me. It just helps me appreciate the
small things in life and be more thankful for the life I live.
5. In 10 years I’m not really sure where I’m gonna be or what career path
I’m going to take I’m still trying to figure that out which I feel like most
of us are. But I do hope in 10 years I feel comfortable with my life. No
chaos. I hope I am someone who is motivated to start the day in the
morning, is excited to get out of bed, to see what the world has in store
for me today. Live the day likes it’s my last. Loving a routine that I’m
completely happy with. I just want to be able to live a life where I’m not
confused anymore but I think that’s life and that’s the point to help
guide me in the right direction, to learn from my mistakes and grow
from it.
6. First thing I thought of was a$ap rocky because daddy but no seriously
he could have me any day. I would just like to know his ideas on life and
what makes him, him.
7. My happy place is being with my friends. They bring out this other
side of me that i didn’t know I had. From everything going on in my life
they are my source of happiness. They make life a lot more clearer and
without them I wouldn’t be the person I am today. I think having
connections with one another really helps us discover who we are as a
person and that’s a big part of what life is all about, growing and
experiencing life through one another.
8. I haven’t traveled enough to make that decision. Since I’ve traveled to
Hawaii, it’s definitely a place where I could picture myself living for a
little bit of time. But maybe Amsterdam because that’s where my
boyfriends family is from and it’s a better lifestyle in my opinion then
what the United States provides, more peaceful I expect then where I am
but part of me is also la for life so I never know where I’m going to end
up but somewhere I can feel content.
9. I don’t think there will every be a time where I can say I’m completely
satisfied with life but I would like to think that and hope for that. I
picture myself being “satisfied” when I’m older around 30 having my
own home and a family to come home too. My safe place. I hope I find
my security to do better not just for myself but for others. I want all my
financial worries to go away to a point where I can feel comfortable with
life and not dread everyday.
10. Our personality our morals who we are we are as a person makes up a
soul. What we believe in, what motivates us and how we perceive the
world. Who we also interact with can contribute to making up a soul.
11. Peace. That’s the first thing I thought of. We live in chaos world
where no one can ever have peace. A life where we all care for one
another, looking out for each other. I’m tired of all this sadness in this
world and it attaches to others and it’s just going to become a never
ending cycle.
12. That I am a boss ass bitch just kidding everyone already knows that.
But first thing that came to mind is people don’t know the real
insecurities I’m dealing with. It’s like a dark secret, it’s something that
Im not ready to come to terms with and I’m not ready to express that to
others.
13. It all depends on my mood and how I am feeling. Some days I love
being around people and I love to converse but other times I’m
antisocial and feel that I don’t know how to act when I’m around others.
I think my problem is I overthink a lot of situations so it’s hard to put
myself out there. It takes time for me to be comfortable with someone, it
all takes time so my group is small, which at times can bother me but it’s
about finding a happy medium with people who have the same mindset
as me and energy.
14. I see myself as “all black” but I think it’s because of all the thoughts
that run through my mind and my bad habits that have formed over
time that I’m trying to work on but I do see the white. When the right
people surround me, they help me see the light in myself and it’s helps
me to learn to embrace it but it’s something that doesn’t come easy.