Transgentlemen's Club Volume 1: Issue 4 | Page 28

R O S A S 31Year sOl d [ TopSur ger y] y owl l os tt r a t s I , 6 5or2 s2 wa nI Whe y l ul df ione ns a r t I . y l l a i oc ions ns a r t l a c di ome dt e t r a t s I . 8 ound2 r ya l l a i oc s e c a pl e moner hor aHRT[ i ionv ns a r yt l y r e g ur ops dt ha I . 9 t2 ]a py a r he ntt me . 0 t3 a s wa eI nc i ys r e g ur ops dt de e ne wI ne k I oundr ur as i phor s hedy t eof us a c 6be 2 , cons a r e nt i l a i oc nds ngmybodya i he nt si e l c a t yobs n ema r ewe r he butt nowl k , s e c our s e r , s s e c c sa ha uc s , y wa y r a t mone , y l nt a t mpor ti mos nd, a , e dg e n a mypl , dHRT e t r a t s eI Onc . s k c ba t e s , r a e nay hi t ywi r e g ur ops tt e og st wa I . hs wmont e ndaf ra a e say twa buti omobec tt i twa dn' oul c tI ha dt e z i l a e r d e t r a t s tI ha tt c a hef ndt a , e bl a t or f t s he dmyc e r a e f I yon, l r a ne ngi ndi e bl dy a e r l sa wa nI doutmewhe woul . k twor ha t l a e t s i nc eI saDoubl dwa ha eI dur e oc hepr T I . as r eg ppl eni e r hf t wi l a r e t a l onBi i s . ht g i a r t rs a e oray rmef e dov e k wor up de k c Pi . s k e we k ushourwor pl y t x i S ng hi t y r e v ore df i pa I . his s wo het ngt udi l nc i , t e k poc of out e r I od. i r ype r e ov c e topr hspos mont e t a t nmys onsi e g ur s l a oc dl he c r a e s da he c t wa I . s rone he wot e naf e v nde a oof st l l a dec ma , os de i ubev ouT Y otof l , a di me l a i oc sons e g dpa owe l ol f , s e fic e c a dF ne oi ndj a m, a r g a t ns sI ha uc s sa ya r e g ur ops dt tha ha oupst r bookg f oc a l poi nt . I c a l c ul a t e dov e r he a dc os t s , s uc ha st r a v e l a ndl odg i ngi nt ot heov e r a l l c os t s , a ndg a ug e dt ha twi t h t her e s ul t sof s ur g e onsI f oundmor et ha nf a v or a bl e . My pa r t ne ri ss upporv eof myt r a ns ion, a ndc e r t a i nf a mi l y me mbe r swe r eonboa r d. Cl os ef r i e ndswe r ebymys i de a ndv i s i t e da nde v e nhe l pe dmi l kmydr a i ns . I nt e r msof ph y s i c a l c ha ng e s , y e sa st he ya r eg one . I c a nwe a r f or mfi ngs hi r t swi t he a s e . I don' tov e r he a ts i nc e t he r e ' snobi nde rbe t we e nt hewor l da ndmy s e l f now. E mo ona l c ha ng e spos topdi ffe r e d. I wa se l a t e dt obei n t hec or r e c tc he s t , butI f e l tus e l e s sdur i ngr e c ov e r ys i nc e I ha dbe e nwor k i ngs omuc hbe f or et owa r dsmys ur g e r y g oa l . Me nt a l l y , I a ms ounde r . Myi nt e r a conswi t hot he r v a l i da t eme , a ndI don' tha v ea n ybr e a k downsr e l a t e dt o myc he s t . I ha v emor es e ns aoni nmyr i g htni ppl e , buti t wa sat r a deoffI wa swe l l pr e pa r e df or . T hefir s t me ha v i ngs e xpos topwa sphe nome na l . Be i ngt ha tc l os et o a not he rpe r s onwi t houtaba r r i e rorbi nde r , i t ' si ne ffa bl e . T hes e xque soni sl oa de d. I s t a r t e dHRTbe f or es ur g e r y , a ndmyl i bi dowa st oomuc ha tt hebe g i nni ng . I te v e ne d outwi t hadi ffe r e ntdos e . I sl l i de nf ya sabi na r yma l e , a ndI don' tt hi nkt ha twi l l e v e rc ha ng e . Nowt ha tI c a nwe a rg ht e rc l ot he sa nd ha v emor ev i s i bl eha i rt ha nk st oHRT , I t e ndt ofind my s e l f e x pr e s s i ngs omef e mi ni ni t y . I a mg r owi ngmyha i r outl ong e rnow, a c t ua l l y . I a mf oc us i ngonot he ra r e a s t ha tne e dwor k , l i k emys t oma c h, whi c hI di dn' tr e a l l y s e es i nc et he r ewe r eac oupl eof t hi ng si nt hewa y be f or e . I s t oppe ddr i nk i ngac oupl ewe e k sbe f or es ur g e r ya ndr e ma i ne ds obe rf ora not he rs i xmont hspos top, whi c hi s t hel ong e s tI ha v ee v e rg onei nmya dul tl i f e . T hos ev i c e s a ddup. I f I c oul ds t opdr i nk i ng , ot he r sc a ns t ops mok i ng