Transforming Today's World Magazine - JAN 2014 Special Edition Vol 5 Issue 3 | Page 45

PHOTO BY WESTON HALL The Journey: Lisa Coltman “I never set out to search for fame and glory: Searching for fame was never where I wanted to go. The truth is, I was running from my heart…my inner self. I was running from that small voice, which was quietly speaking to me from within. In a search to understand, I was creating words, artistically inscribed on Bamboo tiles or Dichroic glass with the intent to inspire and encourage an inner dialogue with people. I walked the Red Carpet at the Oscars- the Sundance Film Festival- the “City of Hope” and many other exciting events. I gave away words to major stars, and some turned away from the camera while their eyes filled with tears. One evening on the Red Carpet, I found myself standing alone and knowing somewhere deep inside of me, it was not about celebrityit was about the possibility of transformation through the power of communication. “The power of words creates awareness about our personal internal dialogue- how we look at the world and communicate with others.“ At that moment I realized the words were the window opening the intimate essence and truth that live in the heart of all of us. It became painfully apparent to me that fame had become my focus instead of the gift that was given to me by God. My ego had taken over and I was in a wrong-way spiral that seemed to have no end. At that moment I had a personal epiphany: The power of words creates awareness about our personal internal dialoguehow we look at the world and communicate with others. The last Red Carpet walk was at the Oscars when the movie “The Cove” won the most prestigious award in the film industry. That movie actually inspired me to become an activist, but for me it was not about feeding or saving an animal: For me, it was about feeding a person’s heart and soul. 43