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Tobias By Kaitlyn Kurtz Tobias with hair the color of darkened clay, eyes as deep, dark, and endless as the depths of an ocean, and skin as pale as moonlight, Tobias, whom was lacking in friends and lacking in looks, forgetful and seemingly confident, wished that he, just he, could wander off, to somewhere abroad, somewhere that he could start anew, a place in which storm clouds did not exist, and cold, dampening September's were but the gorgeous beaches and heated sands of a long ago deserted land where he could be free. Tobias, late as ever, and oh so very alone in an empty corridor, silently peers at the unblinking light ahead and makes his way to civics, albeit fifteen minutes tardy. Today, like almost every other single day in his tedious life, Tobias stops a quarter of a way, swiftly turns left and makes a beeline for the entrance of his dinky little high-school, nearly being chased out by a mix of secretaries and security guards. Tobias arrogantly strides across the crosswalk, ignoring the various vehicles and shrieks of terror from bystanders as he continues his trail, with very minimal regard for his safety. Tobias, inside that slightly emaciated body, underneath all the self inflicted scars, self doubt, and shreds of self ignorance, between the sickening thoughts and harmful envisionments, beneath all those imperfections, laid Tobias.