TRACES SPRING 2017 | Page 52

Maybe In Another Life By Josh Lewis “Maybe in another life” she said with her beautiful Hazel eyes blazing. I wasn’t sure if they were blazing with passion or regret. Her hair, flawless and deep, as her eyes flipped as she walked away, turning the corner and leaving me alone on Fifth Street. The calm yet isolating snow continued to fall and cover me in a blanket of uncertainty. “In another life” I murmured quietly to myself. I glanced at my watch only to be hit with the crushing realization that she gave me this watch years ago, but what was startling was that I had been standing in my cold blanket of uncertainty for nearlyan hour, darkness has fallen, and was still alone on Fifth Street. The beautiful stillness of the snow that comforted me yet isolated me now displayed the fire in my heart. The snow became a white wall, being bent and disfigured by the moaning and howling wind. The only thing visible in the confusion of the yellow-white snow was the lonely headlights of passing cars and the ghostly figures of the stray souls wandering the streets I started my long journey home, dragging my feet with every step. I slowly became disoriented not just in my sense of direction but within my mind as well. I kept walking. The crunch of the snow under my feet soon fell on deaf ears. Each block stretched for an eternity as my mind began to wander. I couldn’t decide if the ground under my feet was pavement or asphalt. I closed my eyes for a brief moment to remember the purity of her hazel eyes. A distant and fading voice called my name, and as I opened my eyes I felt a quick snap of pain and then — nothing —. The sound of crunching metal rung in my ears.