Lie after lie after lie,
But why?
Why make me lose the little trust I have in humanity?
Why do you do this to me?
No one deserves this.
I trusted you,
All of you.
And yet every single one of you has lied to me,
My so called "friends".
Now I hardly trust anyone,
All because of you,
Because you had to lie.
You were two faced.
The face you showed me,
I trusted.
The face you showed others,
Talked bad about me.
Knives go through my back,
Puncturing my heart.
It hurts so much.
I want to forgive you,
I don't think I can.
Once trust is gone,
What's the point?
I tried to give you the best of me,
I guess it wasn't enough.
I gave you friendship,
In return I was fed lies.
Sarah Milliron
Pants On Fire
As I take a step back and look,
Should I have done things differently?
Should I have not taken things so seriously?
Not letting the words sink in so deep,
Yes, it hurts so bad.
It’s like I am slowly dying,
from the pain you pushed inside of me.
I want to forgive you,
But I hate you.
I hate you. but I still care.
You caused me so much damage, pain, and sorrow.
I would be crazy to let you back in.
As I take a step back and look,
I realise that to you, I was, only a joke.
False promises, alter egos, fake smiles,
It’s like I never mattered.
As I take a step back and look, I see that it’s your loss, not mine.
As I Take A Step Back
Tallin Cinti