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When you find your purpose, that thing that makes you happy and gives you a reason to wake up in the morning. – Cripsin speaking of his bought with depression Any special reason you chose to acoustically cover “Numb” by Linkin Park on the Decade 2 release? CRISPIN: I would definitely say I selected that song because if you listen to the lyrics in that song i think that a lot of people would think that the lyrics would be a struggle in a relationship I think that they’re right, but i think the struggle is with the relationship that you have with yourself. I’ve always felt that was how I con- nected with the lyrics in that song. Being a person that struggled from the same afflictions that Chester suffered from, I feel like I’ve always related to that song and we just wanted to pay homage to Chester’s passing by do- ing that song. Is doing that song a bit cathartic for you? CRISPIN: In some way it is. I think it’s a never ending battle or struggle. I think if you could realize that it is real, the more you can figure out different ways to battle it. That’s really the bottom line. Do you think it’s something society is finally starting to wake up to? CRISPIN: What has worked for me and I’m not say- ing this will work for every person, but I don’t write a diary, what I do is write music. Music is my diary, and for me it’s more complex than that. In this world, in the time that we are here, you have to be able to find things that give you purpose. I think for every human being to live without purpose, you are going to be in a bad spot, you’re going to find yourself in a place of darkness. When you find your purpose, that thing that makes you happy and gives you a reason to wake up in the morn- ing, it’s going to make things a lot better. That’s what I figured out in my journey so far. For that moment, until then next. I think it’s always going to be at different plateaus. But getting to that mo- ment, the moment to breathe is going to give you the reason to keep pushing forward, at least for me any- way. And I hope that other people can find that there is that thing that keeps pushing them forward and gives them a purpose on this planet. Continued on the next page: TAKE ME THERE NOW! Inset Photos : Courtesy of The Veer Union Facebook Page 11