The Zine The Cosmic Edition | Page 10

"I remember gray"

By Jyothika Vijay

I remember gray,

Everywhere.

Every time.

Everyone says the world is this color.

They forget what makes grey,

That black and white still exist.

I remember silver,

It’s not the same as gray;

Abnegation gray fades away.

Silver shines.

Bright.

Metallic.

But silver erodes into rust;

Silver dullens, turns sullen,

Like my unpolished trophies caked in dust.

Second place;

Not good enough.

I remember graphite,

Smeared across unfinished sketches.

Dull.

Bland.

Unmistakably grey.

Avoided like the plague;

Except for art projects;

Untouched graphite pencils finally pulled out;

Layers smudged with fingers;

Messy hands come out of it;

A masterpiece, yet lacking something.

Turning on the cold water tap.

I let a brief moment pass,

While staring at my fingers shining silver.

Then I wash it away

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