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choice he could have made at the time, it was now
limiting him tremendously. Nate understood my
words, yet could not relate it to his own life. MT
revealed that the pattern originated in this lifetime
and paralleled some aspect of his relationship with
his father. He knew that there had been very
difficult times with his father when Nate was very
young, yet he could not consciously see the
connection between his current depression and the
earlier relationship.
I invited Nate to
experience the
depression in his body
and he immediately felt
the contraction in his
stomach. A scene came to
him that he had had
memories of before. This
time it came with many
more details and much
more feeling. He saw
himself as a very young
boy in his basement with
his father. He was very
excited about a toy and
went with great
exuberance to his father
to share that excitement. He vividly recalled his
father walking out of the room and his chasing after
his father. He could see with great detail walking
onto the gravel driveway and his father getting into
the family truck and driving off leaving him
standing there alone.
Muscle Testing revealed that we did not have to
dialogue with this identity about the history of its
relationship with Nate, how it served/ limited Nate
etc. It affirmed that we could continue with the
process. I invited Nate to use his imagination to
place the image of that scene across the room. Then
I invited him to make a different choice about his
depression.
"You chose to bring it in; it was the best choice you
could have made at the time. While it served to
protect you, it was a fear-based protection that has
limited you a lot and has generalized to similar
situations. You can now make a different choice if
you so desire. Just use your consciousness to
externalize the cramping in your stomach. Since
you chose to bring it in, you can choose to bring it
outside of yourself."
Nate could easily do this even though it seemed
"weird.?? I then invited him to tell me what he could
imagine outside himself. "Tightly wound oatmeal." I
said to him, "You are a pure channel of Source
energy. Channel this Source energy through you
and into the oatmeal until it is totally infused with
it, and then send back that loving protection to the
much younger you like a gift from a much older,
wiser, brother. That much younger you needs
protection. He only knew about a fear-based
protection. You can choose to change that
protection to one based in love.?
Nate did this and reported that the younger him
seemed much happier.
He himself said that he
felt much lighter and
more spacious. I invited
Nate to go into the
lighter more spacious
feeling and find the
much truer him that had
been obscured and was
hiding under what had
been the tightly wound oatmeal. As he did this, he
said, "I see a beautiful blue light that looks like the
Aurora Borealis with an intense flowing white
energy. I invited him to put his hand lovingly on his
body where that energy had been hiding and let it
come out and touch his hand and expand forward
and back, up and down and left and right so that he
was that energy. I told him that the energy got to
retain its childlike wonder and grow up very fast.
Nate said gleefully, "I am the light." He started
smiling and bubbling he said, "I haven?t just felt like
smiling in weeks," and he gave me a playful hug. He
then said, "I know why I got depressed this year. My
father didn?t come to my play. I said it was no big
deal, but now I know it is. I did the same choice
here, I deadened myself without knowing it." Yes," I
said, and what about last year?" Nate, said, "It
makes no sense. He came last year." MT revealed
that it wasn?t about his father. Then he brightened,
"I know. I never made this connection. I gave my
girlfriend what I thought was a very special gift and
instead of receiving it, she was so preoccupied with
herself, she just complained and walked out of the
room. I must have made the same choice again."
With that he exclaimed, "God, I?m really hungry. I
haven?t felt this hungry in weeks." A few minutes
later, with a big smile on his face, he went off to get
a big breakfast. I have seen Nate periodically since
this session. He reports that he went back to being
his optimistic, happy go-lucky self and he hasn?t felt
anything like the depression since.
My experience with Nate is not unusual. In fact, I
feel deep gratitude and appreciation because I
participate in such sessions daily. I know this from
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