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THE P RTAL January 2018 Page 9 Looking Back and Living Forwards: An Invitation Antonia Lynn seeks help from Ordinariate members J anuary is a time for looking to both the past and the future: as Kierkegaard said, life is lived forwards but understood backwards. Those of us in the Ordinariate cannot look back without recalling in gratitude Pope Benedict’s generous invitation in Anglicanorum Cœtibus, and how our response to it changed our lives. For some, the journey into the Catholic Church felt like the Exodus: people travelling together, deepening and sharing their experience of God’s love sustaining them through the desert. If we go on from Exodus to read Deuteronomy, we might be struck by the fact that we’re reading part of the same account over again as Moses keeps the people going by re-telling them their story: “The Lord our God spoke to us at Horeb… Has anything so great as this ever happened?… You shall also love the stranger, for you were strangers in the land of Egypt.” Notice how the retelling of the story leads first to deeper reverence and then to an ethical imperative: looking back and living forwards! Here, then, is the invitation: would you like to help form a small group of Ordinariate members willing to reflect on the process of becoming Catholic and share their stories? The 2015 report Growing Up, Growing Out tells us that “the laity had some wonderful stories to tell about their faith” and “many wanted more time to ‘just be’” in a safe space with others to explore what being a Catholic really means now. This is an opportunity for exactly that. The General Directory for Catechesis speaks of “mystagogia”: the process by which we are helped after our reception to “interiorise [the] sacraments and incorporate [our]selves into the community” - a lifelong process of transformation. I am studying the notion of mystagogia as part of my doctoral research, but I don’t want this to remain a theoretical project: it is now time to learn alongside others who have made a similar journey what this actually means in terms of everyday Catholic life. The group will meet nine times, probably at monthly intervals (timing will be agreed by those involved, so no firm decisions yet). We will all be co-researchers. Part of each meeting will be a time of guided prayer and reflection; the rest will be a time for open discussion on what it is like to be an Ordinariate Catholic, and what we need to help us grow in discipleship. The record of this will, of course, be kept and the results disseminated anonymously. This is not an exercise in navel-gazing: the sharing of our own experiences will enable us to help those who follow us into the Church through the Ordinariate. Indeed, I hope we might come up with some “treasure to share” with the whole Church: resources for ongoing mystagogical formation are scarce, although the RCIA repeatedly states its importance. Monsignor Newton has given this project his blessing, and is very keen to see how it bears fruit. Interested? Contact me - without any obligation - on [email protected], and once a few people have done so I shall arrange some introductory meetings at times to suit you where I can explain more about the process and you can help me plan the details. No commitment will be asked of you at this stage. We will meet in the London area, but if you are interested and live further afield do please still get in touch: we shall find ways of including you in the research. I look forward to hearing from you. k u . rg IT te.o S I V ria a n i d r o . w w  w Ordinariate Newsletter visit ordinariate.org /news /newsletter