The Portal January 2016 | Page 13

THE P RTAL January 2016 “The Ordinariate can, by being itself, remind the Catholic Church of the importance of Conversion to Christ by reaching out to non-Catholics and nonChristians. After all, everyone in the Ordinariate has in some sense or other received the grace of conversion”. Benedict’s and God’s vision Page 13 Fr David said, “My life here is built around the Office, Mass, silence and prayer. I thought I was the only hermit with a long path behind me but when I talk to other hermits they all have long complicated stories with other people not really seeing where they fitted in. It’s rarely been straightforward.” alone but not lonely Jackie asked. “What do you think the Jackie asked, “Is it of necessity a task of the Ordinariate is?  What are life alone but not lonely?” Fr David we here for?  What is Pope Benedict’s responded at once, “Yes, with the and God’s vision for us? “It’s partly to Lord. There’s a great difference between be a bridge,” Fr David responded. “I being alone with the Lord and being think it’s to help the Catholic Church alone with oneself.  The being alone to be confident in itself and outward with oneself is a temptation!  People ask looking. English Catholicism, English you to pray for things so you do. I pray Catholic Christianity, is something for the diocese and the Ordinariate, I which I think the Ordinariate can pray for Mgr Newton, for Bishop John show confidence about and help and for the Pope of course, but there is the Catholic Church in England to also a sense that one is just being with be confident about. The people of England have the God, with the Church and on a fundamental level that right to have the Catholic Church, the Catholic Faith, is what it’s about. I celebrate Mass on Sundays with the presented to them. I think the Ordinariate should have parish; on other days I celebrate on my own here.” the confidence to help with that.” different and special uncharted waters Jackie had another question, “Have you’ve reached the heart of your vocation here or is it just uncharted waters and you wait and see what happens?” Fr David answered, “Well it is always uncharted waters but at the end of the day I think both of those things are true. I appreciate the Benedictine approach and stability is Fr David continued, “I think we just need to be who an important part of that so I think one remains in a we are and do what we  do with confidence in the grace stable place or has a stable pattern of life and tries to be of God, without concentrating too much on ourselves. faithful to it and not be distracted from it. Whenever I One of the images that comes to mind is the Buddhist need to leave here for any good reason, it always takes story of the salt doll which is told to go and immerse two or three days to get my bearings again. The other itself into the sea. It says it can’t do that because it will side is that one can’t just make one’s own particular disintegrate. But it gets into the sea, disappears but life…at the end of the day it’s a means to an end not an then says, ‘Now I’ve become the sea.’ end in itself and the end is the will of God.” Jackie continued the theme, “As individuals in the Ordinariate, or as groups within the Ordinariate, how should we be showing people out there that we are different and special?” faith, grace and renewal “The really important thing is the faith, the grace of God, the renewal of the spiritual life. I don’t think the Church today is in any worse state than it’s ever been. St Catherine of Siena and St Teresa of Avila were conscious of shortcomings, lack of faith and scandals going on in their own day.  We think this is new but it’s not; it’s the mystery of our salvation. Jackie said, “I can see a lot of people looking in could almost see it as being a selfish thing.” Fr David said, “That’s what everyone says. I’m tempted to say that if you think that, try it! There are plenty of trials along the way.” Jackie said again, “The other thing is, what use is it?” Fr David responded, “The answer to that is, do you believe in prayer?” Jackie again, “Other people rely on “The Ordinariate has to organise itself and its your prayers.” Fr David, “Yes that’s true. Actually, other structures but I think there’s a danger of the Ordinariate people are relying on you to do it even if they don’t becoming too much of a ‘Thing’ in itself. It’s part of the realise it. You have a responsibility to others to try to Catholic Church and we are first and foremost faithful be faithful”. Catholic Christians. The focus must be the mission of the Church not the mission of the Ordinariate. But the We are grateful to Fr David for his time and hospitality. Ordinariate can help”. He also provided us with a splendid lunch. contents page