The Portal Archive October 2011 | Page 16

THE P RTAL October 2011 Page 16 F a t h e r P e t e r ’s P a ge One and Apostolic “You can entertain doubts about the existence of God; but no Christian body can survive for long if there are doubts about its Sacraments.” These words, used perhaps rather flippantly some 20 years ago at the height of the Ordination of Women debate, contain an important truth: one which we ignore or forget at our spiritual peril. certainty removal of doubt A vital fact, common to all Sacraments, is that they are special acts instituted by Christ and are guarantees of His Spiritual presence and Grace. Irrespective of the strengths, failings or charisma of the Minister who enacts them, they bring with them the certainty that they are truly God’s Acts because the person who performs them is clearly known and seen to be acting in Christ’s name and on behalf of the Church which He founded. What did happen that night was the removal of doubt on these two vital issues. And it is the ‘removal of doubt’ which is imperative for the Sacramental life of the Church. When I was ordained a Catholic priest – some 16 years ago – I remember espying a rather old frail woman. Over the years, I got to know her and, without I hope any offence, came to recognise that she was not one of the world’s ‘intellectuals’: rather she was a very holy and spiritual person. If she had been asked what was happening that night, I am sure she would have found it difficult to articulate for the Bishop who presided made clear that nothing of the past was being denied, and all that has happened in my life before was being affirmed and being built upon. out of Communion But what was clear and obvious to all, whatever I had been or done previously or felt personally, was that my preceding ministry had been always overshadowed by two fundamental defects: My earlier ‘Orders’ were not recognised by the majority of Christendom; and I had belonged to a body, whatever its claims, which was out of Communion with every Apostolic See in the world. Don’t thank me; Thank God and His Church! Last week I was called to the local hospital. As I entered the ward I immediately recognised the frail old lady who had been present at my Ordination some 16 years ago. She was now close to death. As I Anointed her it was obvious that this Sacrament brought her great comfort and relief. She thanked me for what I had done. ‘No’, I replied, ‘it wasn’t me that has done anything: It is Christ Himself who promises to be present whenever the Sacraments take place”; adding, I hope not too casually: “Don’t thank me; Thank God and His Church!” By her smile and serenity it was clear she believed this to be true. ‘Ordination’ is never for oneself She knew that the Sacraments she had received were those which Christ had entrusted to his Community, the Church. She had the assurance that the priesthood I exercised was clearly a part of the historic Apostolic Church of Christ. ‘Ordination’ is never for oneself; it is for the sake of the Community which we serve. The removal of ‘doubt’ and the affirmation of Apostolicity are precious and necessary: We must not let our pride or stubbornness stand in their way. Father Peter