The Pen Project Volume 2 | Issue 1 | Page 59

So, what happened? Jesus! I found the truth and the Here I am, not even seven years out of prison and eight years in Christ and my life has been one of unexpected and unimaginable blessings. Not saying life doesn’t still have its downers as well as its trials and tribulations, but I have come to learn to be even more worshipful during those times knowing God will bring me through it, and He typically has something awesome for me on the other side of it. Or I understand He is using it to glorify Himself in some way. Since the last issue many things have changed. My family and I have moved, and I have a couple new positions. I was serving as Associate/Youth/Outreach Pastor at Faith Evangelical Free Church in Stanley. As of August, we moved to a little town called Drummond (between Hayward and Ashland), and I am now Senior Pastor of a church called The Oaks Community Church. I was also hired on at Crossroads Outreach in Ashland as the Director of Addictions Transformation. I had never wanted to be a Pastor, and certainly never expected to find myself where God has me today. But we will talk about that in a moment. When we got here to the Oaks, there were 6-10 people coming to the Church. Today we have between 30-50 on a weekly basis. We have had to make a lot of changes and even some construction to make room for the growth. As director of Recovery Transformation at Crossroads Outreach, I get to train and equip individuals and Churches to work with addicts and to go into the jails and prisons as volunteers as well as equipping them to be disciple makers (mentors) for men and women coming out of jail/prison. The jails in Ashland County and Bayfield County have allowed me to come in basically anytime and talk to guys and ladies. We have recently started a Wednesday night Bible study for the ladies at the Ashland Jail, and I will soon be starting an addictions program. I get invited and go to the criminal justice meetings in both counties, and I now work alongside many of the county and state agencies working together to help individuals and families; whether it’s dealing with addictions, people coming out of jail, or just people who need help. We are also in the process of finding a place for a one year Christ centered in-house addictions program which is so needed up here. truth set me free. I have three wonderful children (14, four, and two), a spectacular wife, and live in one of the nicest houses I have ever had in my life. Not that it’s new or anything, but it’s certainly a big step up from what I have ever had. I have three motorcycles and have been involved in motorcycle ministry for the last six years. I am part of the Faith Riders Motorcycle Ministry. We minister to the one-percenter clubs and share Jesus and prayers at bike rally’s and on the highways and byways. I have been all over America as a public speaker giving testimony as well as doing pulpit fills and giving messages at Churches. Lately, I have been getting the opportunity to go into many schools to speak on drug/alcohol awareness as well as being involved with a few meth forums. So, what’s my point!? All I can say is, “Look where I was and look at where I am now.” 33 years of doing things my way, and the last eight of allowing God to use me and being willing to be sent regardless of where or when that might be! Hebrews 11 starts with, “Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” My last article was titled Walking in Shadows. You can either walk in your shadow and allow other people to keep you where you once were, or you can have faith that there is hope. My biggest desire is that people like you look at people like me and have hope! That you will be instilled with the thought, “Man, if he can do it considering what his past has been, then it’s certainly possible for me!” It is not only possible, but guaranteed by Jesus! But, you must have the hope, faith, and trust in Jesus Christ. The decision to accept the call to Pastor a Church up here is one of the hardest decisions I ever made, for many reasons. I remember my first Sunday at the pulpit here, and as I was weeping I said, “I have no idea of what just happened, but I have faith that this is where God wants me.” Now, let me throw some Jesus at you! Of all the No ministries I have ever been involved in, not once did I seek any of them out. I have had to make a lot of very hard choices, because I was always afraid of making decisions based on my own desires verses what God wants for me. I preach trust in the Lord to others, yet caught myself on a couple of occasions not trusting Him fully myself, including the decision to answer the call to come to the Oaks. (continued on next page) 59