The Pen Project Volume 2 | Issue 1 | Page 17

you’ve been equipped to cross the storm a devotional based on Mark 6:45-52 submitted by David Williams As soon as the meal was finished, Jesus insisted that the disciples get in the boat and go on ahead across to Bethsaida while he dismissed the congregation. After sending them off, he climbed a mountain to pray. Late at night, the boat was far out at sea; Jesus was still by himself on land. He could see his men struggling with the oars, the wind having come up against them. At about four o’clock in the morning, Jesus came toward them, walking on the sea. He intended to go right by them. But when they saw him walking on the sea, they thought it was a ghost and screamed, scared out of their wits. Jesus was quick to comfort them: C O U R A G E. I T’ S M E. D O N ’ T BE A F R A I D . As soon as he climbed into the boat, the wind died down. They were stunned, shaking their heads, wondering what was going on. They didn’t understand what he had done at the supper. None of this had yet penetrated their hearts. The question that comes to mind as I read this passage is, “Why did Jesus intend to go past his desperate disciples in the boat?” When he was on the mountain in prayer, he saw they were in the midst of the sea and were in severe trouble as they struggled against the storm. His men were striving and straining to stay afloat and maintain the course he had given them. Is it possible that, in the midst of dire circumstances and peril, Jesus would simply walk past and not bring safety and security into their lives? When Jesus walked out to them, it was to walk past them to his intended destination. He had told the disciples where to go, and he was going to meet them there. The fact that they were currently striving to get to their destination did not deter Jesus; he knew they could handle the storm and meet him on the other side. He had already equipped them (by calling four fishermen into their ranks) before he ever gave the command to go on this journey. Jesus hasn’t come to rescue us from every storm we wrestle against. These encounters are a part of the life he imagined for us. He allows such trials, with no intent to interrupt them, because he has already equipped us to handle them without falling apart. Jesus does not always show up in the way we want him to. He lets storms rage because he has a greater purpose than what we can see with our storm-filled eyes. If we are in the midst of a terrible storm and grappling against its waves and Jesus walks on past, do we still trust him and his plan? When he doesn't rescue us from every storm, is he still good? Jesus knows the battle is necessary so we will appreciate his grace when he arrives. It is only when we have reached the end of our strength in the adversity that we see Jesus and are ready to yield wholly to his grace. The “not I but Christ” attitude is birthed from struggle. 17