The Passed Note Issue 9 February 2019 | Page 17

Kennedi Jones

Paranoia

“Don’t turn around. I remember reading that,” I whisper to myself. The urge to look back is eating away at me. To distract myself, I try counting the trees I pass. Six maples, three oaks, five covered in moss. Light creeps in through slivers in the canopy above. Turn around.

“If you look you’ll become paranoid,” I whisper again. I’m struggling to convince myself otherwise. Birds. There were five birds in a tree.

Turn around.

Eight squirrels.

Look.

Twenty-three flowers.

Look behind you.

The urge consumes me, and I look.

I see nothing out of the ordinary, just trees and trees stretching as far as I can see. I sigh, relieved.

“Don’t stop moving to listen to the woods, I remember that too.”

A layer of goosebumps form on my skin as an eerie quiet looms amongst the trees. I push on, now hyper-aware of my breathing and footsteps. The urge to look comes crawling back. I get the same result, just trees. My boots crunch the wet leaves. The trees are progressively becoming more bare the further into the