The Passed Note Issue 3 February 2017 | Page 34

a word. “If you can make it through a visit with Laura, I won’t make another argument against you staying,” Paul Michael told me finally.

“Fine.”

“Okay.”

We walked the rest of the way to Greg’s house in silence.

The best part about the Jersey shore is that more than half the people in Jersey – a rough estimation – have a shore house, which means that your school friends end up only a couple blocks over from you in the summer. But more importantly, it gives your summer romances a chance to continue when you get back to school. And that’s what Greg and I did three years ago. . . well, four, now I guess. What started as a couple late nights on the boardwalk, going into our sophomore year of high school, lasted through senior prom and graduation.

It could have lasted forever if I hadn’t gone to the boardwalk on my last night.

Greg’s house was too tropical for the shore. The siding was a bright Turks and Caicos turquoise, with the scalloped shutters of a doll house. It stood starkly out of place with the reserved houses but felt more welcoming than the rest. Paul Michael stood on the sea-glass mosaic stepping stones leading up to Greg’s house with a look of concentration on his face.

“What are you doing?”

“Shhh,” Paul Michael hissed. I continued to stare at him until he cracked one eyelid in my direction. “I’m using the law of attraction. By putting out energy, I can get Greg to come outside.”

“You’re kidding me.”

The front door opened.

“Paul Michael?” Greg asked. His voice made my chest tighten, and I let out an audible gasp, much to the amus of my brother. “What are you doing here?”

After a year in the afterlife, seeing Greg was like coming home. I was filled with relief at the sight of his curly hair, unruly as always, sticking up from all angles. The instinct to smooth it down was itching inside me. For a fleeting second, I felt alive again. Until, of course, I remembered that Greg couldn’t see me.