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Field Placement H Field Placement Wisdom by Kelly C. Johnson, MSW ere I am, a 34-year-old woman nearly finished with a master’s program in social work. Walking into my first classes, I realized I would be required to have two different field placements. I thought to myself, “This is going to be a piece of cake. I’m a grown adult woman who is responsible and accountable, and I have been around the block, per se.” But what I soon realized was that I didn’t know as much as I thought I did. The area in which I learned the most about being a social worker was within those internships. Not only did I learn about the skills needed to be an effective social worker, but I also learned about myself and how those discoveries have and will lead me to be a better social worker. There were certain wisdoms that became apparent in my field placements. Here are a few. I may comment, “I can’t interpret how a person feels, as their feelings are their own.” It was then that I reached a realization, and it became easie r for me to move on. Do Your Own Work Another key idea that improved my effectiveness is knowing the value of “doing your own work.” What I mean by that is working on your own issues and vices. How can I expect my clients to do the work, when I haven’t done the work myself? Doing my own work provided me an immense amount of insight about my own behaviors and how those influence my It’s Okay To Not Know One of the most important ideas I learned was that I do not have to have all the answers. I remember when I was at my first internship, and I was co-facilitating a group on substance abuse. I was terrified that one of the clients would ask me a question about substance abuse to which I didn’t have an answer. But then I realized— I am an intern, and it is okay to not know something. A good social worker is not with clients to provide all the answers, but instead to find answers with clients. I struggled with not being able to answer all my clients’ questions; however, what I realized was that sometimes many of my clients do not necessarily want an answer. Instead, they are seeking someone who can listen. I spent much of my time in my first internship concerned with whether or not I appeared competent, rather than just genuinely being who I was—a first-year intern. As my second internship started, I realized that to be a good social worker, I needed to be human and cut myself some slack. I realized that I will not know everything, and it is okay to verbalize that to my clients by using such phrases as, “I’m not sure, but let me get that answer for you.” When asked a question about how a family member feels, 6 The New Social Worker life. But it also provided me with a sense of empathy. I could then begin to understand how my clients felt when they came in for a first appointment. Feelings of apprehension, vulnerability, anxiety, and/or fear about what may occur in counseling can be common feelings. My second internship involved issues that I had personal experience with, and I was terrified. I realized I had not fully worked on those issues. There was more work to be done. For me to provide for my clients, I needed to begin to resolve those personal fears. If I did not, my fear was that countertransference would develop, and I would be performing a disservice to my clients. I remember hearing one of my clients’ experiences and hearing very much of my own story in those words. It scared me to no end, but it triggered an experience in me—one that I knew had to be dealt with in order for me to be a better professional. Listen to Feedback The third most important fact I learned was that feedback is very important Fall 2013 for me to develop as a social worker. Not only should that feedback be from supervisors, colleagues, and professors, but it should also come from clients. At my first internship, I asked a client for feedback on my performance. The client thought I was condescending and somewhat callous. I thought to myself at this point that I had done something terribly wrong. With the help of my field supervisor, I decided to speak with the client and investigate why the client had these feelings. Afterwards, my field supervisor and I processed this situation, and I remember being in tears, because I thought I had harmed my client. I realized that because I was so nervous, I came off to my clients in a different manner than I intended. If I had never asked for that feedback, I would never have known. I also feel it is important to get feedback from clients so you know whether or not you are meeting their needs in therapy. In my second internship, I asked my clients which activities they enjoyed, which they did not, and which they would like to do. This way, I could meet their specific needs, which may have been different from those of another client. My first internship taught me that asking for feedback would be crucial to my development. I guess in some ways you can consider it to be constructive criticism from your clients. Take that criticism and learn and grow from it. Relax This leads me to the fourth important idea I learned: RELAX! During my first internship, I was so worried about everything that I was not really able to recognize what I was doing correctly or incorrectly. I was so anxious that sometimes I was not hearing everything my clients were saying. I just kept thinking about the skills we had learned in class, and that was all that kept running through my head. I had the goal of perfection, but I learned that perfection will never happen in social work. Frankly, perfection in and of itself does not happen. What sort of standard was I going to hold myself to? Compare myself to other social workers? No two social workers are made alike, so how could I compare? I needed to be comfortable with myself and com-