The New Social Worker Vol. 19, No. 3, Summer 2012 | Page 22

I A Social Worker’s Mission by Jessica Bradstreet, LCSW am a social worker. I’m often burntout, stressed out, and have to-do lists everywhere I turn around. My computer desktop might just earn me an Axis 1 diagnosis of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, as I have files within files within files, all appropriately named and organized according to job duty the file falls under, category within that job duty, subcategories, and on and on. My Outlook inbox, another madhouse, with “flagged” e-mails to follow up on (I know I must drive people crazy with the number of times I check up on and re-check up on things—this is my public apology to those people), and e-mail archive files with saved important information, also organized into different folders by category and relevance. I have worked hard to get where I am. Yet, as a social worker, I know that one must continue fighting, because it does not matter most days how hard you work. There is still more work to be done. When I leave my job at the end of the day, someone else does not pick up the shift. When I am done for the day, the job is not shut off like a computer. I work with people...they don’t stop at 5 p.m. as I am driving home in traffic. No, no matter what time I drive home, whether it’s an early day because I have completed all of my to-dos for that day, or whether it’s been a very long day, people keep living, keep needing, and the fight still rages on. On an early day, some argue that I am still not so lucky, because on that early day, I may still be responding to e-mails or calls until after 10 p.m. (the calls are usually me staffing and consulting with the employees that I supervise, don’t want you thinking I’m talking to clients that late!). Was it really an early day? I’m not sure. I am over-worked and under-paid. Frankly, I work my butt off. But I don’t always see it that way. One of the things I can say is that I do not punch in on a time clock. I manage my own time (for the most part), and I am my own boss (pretty much, although I work for a private agency). There are a few positives! However, there is always work to be done, things not getting done, and my own professional reputation is still blooming. So, I charge on. To the next day, the next crisis, the next need. I do not have near enough support or resources to do my job. But still, I fight my way to get as much as I can get done, done. I have not given up. Occasionally, I am recognized or appreciated. Sometimes (not often enough), something good happens for one of the foster children in my program. Something I’ve fought for, the fighting pays off. A child who needed to see a dentist gets to see a dentist. An adoption happens. A child “gets better” with the hard work and help of a good team. I guess that is what keeps me going. At the end of the day, I know that without some of my hard work, my team’s good skills, my annoying e-mails, and my kick-butt organizational skills, something that needs to happen might not happen. And there is always more work to be done. More good work. By a good social worker. The reason I do it—foster children. Children taken away from their families 20 Summer 2012 The New Social Worker The reason I do it—foster children. Children taken away from their families because of abuse and neglect. They all have a story, a need, and many layers of personality and being. because of abuse and neglect. They all have a story, a need, and many layers of personality and being. They are all taken, and they are put into a system that sometimes does more damage for them than the damage done to them on their home-front. You see, one thing that I truly believe in—although I am speaking as a professional, not a mother—is that children need stable, healthy families who teach them right from wrong and nurture and love them in a safe home. Many children in our country, next door, at our neighborhood schools, are not getting this need met. Shame on those parents. Or shame on their parents for allowing the ignorance to carry over into another generation. Or shame on our country for not providing more education, prevention, and resources to stop this cycle. Whoever is to blame, rightfully so, they are taken away. And foster care begins. Many good things can come from this removal, sometimes even permanent healing for a child or a new permanent home. However, my point is that any and every child needs this second chance at the life that he or she deserves after the first one, which is out of my realm of control, is done to them. As a young child, I knew that I wanted to help people. I was raised by a bleeding heart mother (not a social worker) to rescue stray animals, feed the homeless man every Sunday on the way home from church, and feel sorry for the children who did not have. Growing up, I—like every other child—dreamt of what I wanted to be “when I grew up.” I once wanted to be a veterinarian, then decided I could not ever stand to put an animal to sleep, so I decided to go along with something in the “hospital helping” arena. 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