The Lion's Pride vol. 4 (June 2015) | Page 42

The story inspired me greatly and took me on my own path of spiritual explorations. First, I began collecting and reading all the books on yoga and meditation I could find. Often, I didn’t understand their deeper meaning, but I enjoyed the process and the occasional Sanskrit words, like nirvana or kundalini. I knew, I wanted to perfect the practice of meditation, but when I tried to meditate, I felt restless and uncomfortable. My mind wondered and worried incessantly. By the age of twenty, my enthusiasm had run out and my attempts to meditate had come to a halt, until one day, many years later, my relationship with the meditation practice changed, and my enthusiasm was reignited once again. Part 2. Experience. I was in my 30’s, living in a new city, in a foreign country, striving to find myself in this new life. One day I typed “meditation, Seattle” into a search engine. The net generously offered me a number of choices. I picked one place and wrote down the address. I didn’t know what to expect, but I was ready for an adventure. I arrived at the door of a meditation center some days later, in time for a session, or satsang. A well-dressed woman let me