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WINTER ' FOURTEEN Lost Laundry by Katheen Cassen Michelson When you asked me to find your pants, confessed they had not come back from the laundry at your new assisted living place, I fought against crying. I wanted to hurl obscenities at these people who are supposed to help you. Don’t they know those pants were the last ones you bought for yourself? The ones you got the very last time you visited your sister? When you returned from that jaunt to Kansas City with those dark green pants under your belt, you beamed at the completion of a road trip without incident. Still. These people who now do your laundry, don’t they care? In the basement of this building are rows of freshly-washed clothes hung just so, waiting to reunited with their owners, but your pants have disappeared and I am so afraid of the day when you will do the same. Weeks later I learned you’d had a fender bender in KC, had quietly fixed your car. How odd to know embarrassment made you lie to your own daughter. How clear that you ache to get behind the wheel again, see the activity bus here as the poorest substitute. The Linnet's Wings Poetry, Winter 2014