Surfing Australia News Winter 2017 | Page 55

Caption to go here for each shot in the slideshow etc. “After being in and out of hospitals over the years I was eventually told the news at the age of 16 that major surgery was inevitable. “At first, the surgery was a success, but after several complications and a near-death experience, I had no option but to undergo further surgery, which required me having an ileostomy bag.” Brittani didn’t let the surgery derail her career. She just tweaked her approach to ensure she could keep doing what she loved. “I learnt not to eat at least one to two hours leading up to going for a surf and I surfed in a one-piece swimsuit, at times a wetsuit as well to keep everything in place on my stomach. “I had a few mishaps with leakage and irritation whilst surfing with the bag but it was all worth it in the end just to be doing something I loved, and I still continued to travel and achieve a lot with my surfing.” 2009 presented a new set of challenges when Brittani broke her ankle in two places. That meant five months out of the water. During this time, her surgeon felt it would be a good idea to reverse the surgery and remove the bag. While this would seem like a time to celebrate, for Brittani it was a daunting process. “The bag had been the best thing for me and my health. I did not know what the outcome would be without it. With the outcome of the reversal unknown, I was scared that things would go back to being as bad as they were before I had the original surgery in 2007.” However, for the first time in 16 years, Brittani received a positive medical report. In 2012, her first colonoscopy since the surgery showed that she was in remission. The positive news didn’t last forever. In 2015, Brittani had to have ileostomy bag surgery again. “I spent 10 months of 2015 out of action and went through several different surgeries and hospital visits. In the end, I had 20 centimetres of my small bowel removed, and had the ileostomy reversed again after just nine months.” Brittani started 2016 full of hope but it wasn’t long before she relapsed—a relapse that she is still dealing with. “I am doing all I can to get on top of things and regain my health. It’s been a long road, but I am determined I am on the right path and things will only continue to improve.” Her ability to still compete internationally even though she hasn’t been able to consistently train for three years is incredible. Every day, whether it’s in the gym or in the water, is full of challenges presented by the disease, as well as the side effects that stem from its treatment. Fatigue is a huge problem for Brittani and fellow Crohn’s sufferers. When Brittani started training again she could only get through one session of personal training a week, and some weeks, none at all. Brittani also must contend with the unique challenges that surfing presents as a sport. “Surfing comes down to not only your ability but also your ability to adapt to the ever-changing conditions of Mother Nature, competing with other competitors, as well as personal judgement. “Overcoming these obstacles can be difficult, especially when I am unwell, which affects my ability to perform. Crohn’s presents many symptoms, all of which affect performance both mentally and physically, although I have learnt to understand my limits and have become stronger from my obstacles.” Brittani is the poster girl of living fearlessly, her tenacity is testament to what people can achieve if they see obstacles as something to be overcome. Although, even Brittani knows that this is something that is easier said than done. “I am slowly getting better at dealing with obstacles. I also gain inspiration from other people, and to know how many people I also inspire gives me the motivation to keep going and not to give in to this debilitating disease. “I am human, and have my down days, or even weeks… but at the end of the day, I am still here and that is the main thing. I try work on balance, which can be a difficult juggling act. Surfing for me is a release, it calms my state of mind and it is the one place I can forget about my worries. “Living with Crohn’s disease does not mean you must live life with limitations. The possibilities are endless—you just have to start believing in yourself. Having a bowel disease does not make you weird, weak, gross, ugly, or unsexy, or any less of a person. If anything, it gives you a deeper appreciation for everything around you, makes you stronger, more unique and more valuable. We all experience our good and bad days, but it’s important you don’t give up.” For more information, visit: www.crohnsandcolitis.com.au surfingaustralia.com | 053