Summer Issue | Page 21

meals for orphans living on the streets every week, and from the history of the militarization of the wall into a sunny afternoon eating popsicles with children on a playground. We experienced contractions and expansions— moments of despair for the world and pure clarity of God’s love. We were hosted by an amazing organization called Frontera de Cristo, which is part of a network of Christian Spanish, danced salsa with new friends from a Mexican university, laughed a lot, accepted unearned hospitality, ate churros and shook with grief. Mexican author Gloria Anzaldúa writes that “a borderland is a vague and undetermined place created by the emotional residue of an unnatural boundary.” There are borders everywhere—within our communities, our families, ourselves. But God’s love calls groups that do border-related work.They regularly host pilgrims, taking groups through various sites and experiences along the borderlands on both the U.S. and Mexican sides. We did not expect to provide anything beyond prayer and solidarity for those we encountered. We traveled to the borderlands to be transformed, to see in living flesh and color those things that previously were abstract ideas and disembodied statistics. We spent evenings in migrant shelters with folks who had been deported only a few days before we met them—some scooped up after 17 years living in the United States, others fleeing gang violence in Central America. We ate a meal prepared by women who started a permaculture garden and resilience community for their families. We wrote messages in the sand next to the wall – “Pax” and “You are precious to God.” We stumbled through broken us into oneness—into the deep and abiding reality that we were created to be in relationship with one another. Andalzúa calls La Frontera “una herida abierta,” an open wound. Our return to Charlottesville was not marked by a frenzied tirade against U.S. politics or a charge into the streets, but rather the quiet, soulful energy of lo