Stop Suffering ISSUE019 | Page 8

I was a very angry child because I didn’t have a good relationship with my dad. When I was young he left and I always felt that I had to do his job and my job. So I had to be a sister and a father and I had to help my mom. Because of the problems at home, I felt rejected and alone. I felt like my dad didn’t care, that’s why I had all this hate inside of me. Every time he would come over, I would go to my friend’s house because I didn’t want to see him. Because of the hatred and grudges inside of me, I would lash out at everyone that would come near me. Nobody understood why I was very angry because I never told anyone about my situation. The more I would lash out, the worse I would feel inside. I felt like no one cared. After coming to the Help Centre, my life has transformed. Through participating in the Chains of Prayer, the grudges are no longer inside of me. Today I have a good relationship with my dad and my family is happy! Melanie Madeira Toronto, ON Weed was so deeply etched in my system that I couldn’t focus without it. I never even had time to be in touch with reality because I was high most of the time! For many years, being totally sober was a rarity. Smoking outside of the UCKG Help Centre one day is the best thing that ever happened to me. Someone invited me in and I was given real down-to-earth care for my well-being. I would partake in many ‘purposes of faith’ and Chains of Prayer because I wanted God to see my total surrender to Him. After being addicted for over 10 years to weed and alcohol and living life recklessly, I am no longer dependent on weed and my life is moving forward and upwards. Shannon Alagh I was a very angry and sad person, I was always surrounded by friends, but I felt empty, I had to drink to feel happy. I had complex of inferiority, I thought that everybody was happy except me. This led me to have constant suicidal thoughts. When I started to attend the services at the UCKG Help Centre, I heard about the importance of having the Holy Spirit, it was then that I decided to seek the baptism, because I wanted to see a change in my life. That is exactly what happened, today I’m a happy person, I don’t h