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highest version of himself! It was all so confusing. This event started the downward spiral that was my life being torn to pieces. My work fired half the company, and all their contractors, which is what I was.

I had 2 weeks to find a new space to work and bring my thousands of clients.

I was spiraling into a depression so deep, something I had never experienced before, and an anxiety that was always there was finally showing it’s true colors on how it had been affecting my life.

Everything kept spiraling, until I had to quit my life because my body finally couldn’t take it and I was in so much pain on a daily basis that I could barely move. This started my journey of stepping into the woman I KNEW I was.

The joyful, inspiring, creative and playful healer. The woman who stands in her joy and power.

The woman who doesn’t take on the weight of the world, who doesn’t sacrifice herself to hold the world's

pain. The woman who HEALS the world’s pain, and stands joyously dancing through this.

The woman who is unshakable! The woman who doesn’t entertain negative thoughts, who doesn’t have depression and anxiety take over her life.

I stepped into my infinite potential,

and everything changed from there.

You MUST step into this next level identity to get ANYWHERE! And you want to, it's the you that you truly are.

The massive, compassionate love that I had for this beautiful man. I am an empath, so my whole life, I have felt how inadequate he feels, how pained he is by the world, and how he feels all the injustices.

I turned my compassion and love into anger, because my EGO thought that was the best way to protect me, from the overwhelm I felt about his situation.

I broke open that day. I came home after the visit and dropped to the floor sobbing. I felt helpless, I felt angry that this could even happen, I felt angry because I loved him so much and there was nothing I could do.

My faith and love was not enough to make him sober and see himself as his