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In order to have the level of freedom and impact that we want, we must go through massive transformation and Ego death.
Sounds challenging? You are already doing this. It feels like releasing, it feels like up leveling, it feels like depression and anxiety transformed. It feels like loving yourself and everyone around you more. It is a natural part of our ascension process. And it feels like resisting all this beautiful transformation!
I want you to step INTO the next level you and stop resisting! This is you stepping into abundance, freedom and prosperity. This is you stepping into your birthright as a divine leader. This is you leading your life through purpose and fulfillment!
You are a visionary woman, and every time you close your eyes, you see the empowered, igniting and inspiring version of yourself. You see yourself impacting millions of people through your unique voice and message. You see the faces of the people that you are going to help shift.
But when you open your eyes, you are flooded with your “reality” where right now, you are wearing raggedy clothes, while creating Facebook posts, and no leads are coming your way. You are frustrated and are constantly asking yourself WHY isn't anyone seeing my value?!
TRUTH. You haven't been shining through as that empowered badass that you are. You have been giving into the burnout, the anxiety, and the low grade depression that has kept you stuck in your old patterns of I AM NOT ENOUGH, I AM UNWORTHY. All the BS that you learned
when you were rejected as a child, by parents and guardians who were in pain and projecting their crap onto you. AND YOU being the beautiful light worker that you are, gave in, and held that pain, and took it on as your own pain.
Sound familiar?! It is time to SHED THAT SHIT! The incredible, inspiring, wealthy and successful woman that is standing on that stage DOES NOT ENTERTAIN THOSE KINDS OF THOUGHTS. She does not give into the ego, and in fact, she has laid to rest that part of herself that holds onto her old belief systems.
As you grew up, this pain started screaming to be looked at because it is a foreign body in the magnificence that you are. Some people call this extreme upheaval a dark night of the soul. Some people call it “the worst time in my life.”
However you look at it or experience it, it is an experience that rocks you and shifts you to the core. It is a LOUD warning bell from spirit, saying, “THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS!”
This is when most of us COMMIT to our spiritual path. To our path of purpose. To being of service and honoring what you have known all along, that you were meant for more.
My dark night came when my father, who has struggled with addiction my whole life, finally went onto the street, and started living as a homeless wanderer. Seeing him for the first time like that shifted something in my body and soul that I had been holding onto. Because of all the hurt, resentment, rejection, abandonment and anger