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our knees and thank the Lord for the coffee and the bread. Occasionally, Mom would scrape enough money together to buy a single steak. One steak cut neatly into seven little bits, one for each of us. Yet I do not remember my mother complaining or expressing anger at what God had allowed our life to become. She proved that her trust was not conditional. Even when c i rc u m s t a n c e s h a d c h a n g e d s o drastically, she never stopped seeking God’s kingdom. *** From the time I was kicking in the womb, my mother prayed I would preach the Gospel. “Go to towns that don’t have a church!” she’d urge me. “Take the Gospel. Plant churches.” She pushed and encouraged: “Go, go, go.” For my mother, seeking God’s kingdom wasn’t something you just did on your knees; it was something you did on your feet. She was constantly pushing me to preach. But it took me a while to take that step of faith. Once my mother and I were walking out in the hills of Córdoba. “You have to get over there,” she said, pointing to the horizon. “You have to go preach. You need to go plant a church.” “Mom, I’m waiting for the call,” I said. “The call?” she said, with that dry tone only a mother perfects. “The call!” She was getting upset. “The call went out two thousand years ago, Luis! The Lord’s waiting for your answer; you’re 32 • Solutions not waiting for His call.” She made a good point. If God calls us in a special way, fine. But He has ordered us to go. We don’t need a call. We just need to obey. My mom was never “called.” Her Bible simply told her to “go.” And so deeply did she take that calling to heart that she spent her life obeying it with joy and teaching her children to do the same. My mother lived to see the answer to her prayer. I became a preacher, and I traveled the world over, sharing the simple Good News of the cross. Whenever I would return from a trip, I’d call her up. She always wanted to know about how the ministry went. She prayed for me relentlessly. She sought the kingdom until the day she passed on to her reward in heaven. She was faithful to the end and died singing, a happy, firm believer. I learned so much from my mother. Foremost among those riches was a solid-rock trust in God and his promises. Her faith proved to be immovable. “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world” (John 16:33). She believed that, sang that, taught that, prayed that, hoped that, laughed, cried, and lived that. These days, I’ve been thinking a lot about the cross. My cancer diagnosis has put the fire under me—as if it wasn’t there already! It has made me a holy fiend upon the subject of the cross. The cross of Jesus has been the center of everything. It must be the center of everything. It must be the center of my life. It must be the center of yours. I must see myself in