Shantih Journal | Page 37

Thunderhead

Devon Balwit

From your wheelchair,

you point at the budding thunderhead:

“That’s nice! That’s a nice one!”

Your other words are stuck deep inside,

speaking become like a stalled birth — the urge to push,

but no crowning.

In the midst of a sentence,

you fall silent.

“I have the word,” You say

gesturing to your tongue.

“It’s there but can’t come out.”

We grope for you —

“difficult?” “strange?” “a name?”

“No!” you say, waving us away.

Again you begin,

but can’t escape the lacunae.

You find the cloud instead,

and make us turn to admire

one thing you know for sure.