Shantih Journal | Page 36

The Loss of Now

Glen Gonzalez

I watch the wind stretched thin across the wing —

above cursive rivers that caress

the green grids of square yards and empty lots —

through shredded clouds and sunlight paused in fog

The airplane’s shadow slithers over flat-

-tened hunting grounds, forgotten battlefields

and restful hills where scars and hunger slept —

where minds wandered into their first strange dreams

A child beside me peers into a screen —

an arrowslit that limits his sore eyes

to a narrow field of war — the glass is

scratched like a bright sky littered by the mis-

-spellings of vapor trails — a splatter

of matchsticks — fingernail marks on a ledge