Reflections Magazine Issue #56 - Winter 2002 | Page 10

10 By Dan McVeigh, Associate Professor of English round Zero is about a million tons of rubble in the 16-acre quadrilateral between Liberty, Church, Vesey and West Streets. Signs call it, perhaps in defiance, a “construction site.” You can’t get closer to it than a few blocks, near enough to see about five or six waffled stories of debris and twisted girders, but not quite near enough to tell what 110 stories crumpled into a few really means. At about 10,000 tons removed a day, they hoped to get down to street level by New Years. It seemed impossible at Thanksgiving when I visited. New Yorkers know that the World Trade Center was really 117 stories, with seven of them under the ground, including its own mall, parking garages, and subway station. On the revised city subway map, the latter has been reduced, along with a few nearby stations, to an unexplained light gray, and it is where my cousin, John McCabe, was when the first plane hit. introspective True Buddha Diamond Temple. Stands hawk flag pins, art photos of the Twin Towers, and “I Love NY More Than Ever” sweatshirts Tourists snap photos of the devastation, sometimes with their families posed in the foreground. Everywhere lurk odd reminders of how near September 11 really is. Posters welcoming you to the city highlight the WTC as a main attraction; the two L’s in the Downtown Alliance logo are still recognizably towers that simply aren’t there anymore. Although police and firemen are newly popular, a visitor may get a jolt from cars all over the place advertising the COP-SHOT program of rewards for capturing anyone who’s shot a policeman, complete with a dramatic bloodstain over the “SH.” With dismal irony, fire vehicles tell you to report a fire by calling “911.” Still, a crowd on the sidewalk will applaud strolling firemen like celebrities, and people buy FDNY T-shirts for their kids. More than 340 firefighters were killed that day, after all, more than in city history before that. It’s hard to imagine the nerve, or job, that rushes you into a building where, 80 stories above, jet fuel is burning at 2000 degrees, melting girders and incinerating bodies. I bought two FDNY shirts. Tourists are drawn to Ground Zero, maybe to make sure it’s real, not a scene out of a disaster movie. To New Yorkers, it’s different. John’s sister won’t go there. Around the perimeter of Ground Zero, life goes on. In fact, there’s a strange sense of one famous tourist attraction being replaced by another, sad one. Signs on stores and restaurants read, “We will rebuild. Support your local business.” Moran’s Restaurant is newly re-opened; its flyers—printed flyers dot windows everywhere—pay tribute to dead patrons. The Pussycat Lounge boasts that it’s back in business; so is the more Having grown up in Brooklyn, I left the city a couple of years before the towers were built. Now almost every New Yorker, I’m told, knows someone of the thousands who died. My own coll Y