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the journey prostate to kill the cancer. There were many side effects to this treatment because the seeds are exploding in the prostate. The first couple of months I was in excruciating pain, had to urinate so frequently at night that I was unable to get one solid hour of sleep for two months. I could not sit though meetings because of frequent and uncontrollable bladder spasms I experienced. I was fortunate that I did not have to do chemo or external radiation. I had to completely modify my diet. I could no longer juice because the citrus irritated my bladder. I could not have anything with vitamin C. For months I had to eat a very bland diet to help control the irritation to my system. The Journey During the entire process of healing I slowly began to come back to strength, physically and spiritually. I would post life affirming messages to myself in my bathroom to remind me of who I am and whose I am. I made it a point to share my journey with others because in sharing I was affirming that in spite of what I was going through I knew that I would get How I Discovered I Had Cancer through and that others might be encouraged to keep on pushing through. One of the things that strengthen me right In the Chinese language the word crisis has two before the surgery I had already booked a speaking meanings, one being danger and the other engagement that I was contemplating cancelling because I just opportunity. When I was able to get still I realized I did know if I was up to it but I was so incredibly blessed by could dwell on the danger or use it as an the attendees when I became transparent and share with them opportunity to demonstrate to myself whether all of what I was facing. This was not a religious function, but after I the things I had believed about faith were true. It is spoke the audience was so moved that one of the attendees at easy to talk about faith but it is challenging to live the end of my talk raised her hand and asked if she could pray it. for me. I was so humbled and encouraged, because before I knew it, I was surrounded by people praying for my healing. I The Stats/Treatment left that event with my faith amplified. I was so accustomed to being the person that was always encouraging and uplifting The fact is 1 in 3 black men will be diagnosed with others, and now I was learning to be the recipient of what I prostate cancer versus white men who have a 1 in 6 had been given others. odds. Just like any other cancer early detection is After about three months after the surgery, I begin to workout, key. Fortunately they caught my cancer early and it which really helped to manage the pain. I could feel my body had not spread outside of the prostate. I opted for healing ever so slightly. Your body changes after the trauma of the seed implantation where they surgically radiation. implanted over 100 radioactive seeds into my Visit: www.haroldleffal.com