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the journey
prostate to kill the cancer. There were many side effects to this
treatment because the seeds are exploding in the prostate. The
first couple of months I was in excruciating pain, had to
urinate so frequently at night that I was unable to get one solid
hour of sleep for two months. I could not sit though meetings
because of frequent and uncontrollable bladder spasms I
experienced. I was fortunate that I did not have to do chemo or
external radiation. I had to completely modify my diet. I could
no longer juice because the citrus irritated my bladder. I could
not have anything with vitamin C. For months I had to eat a
very bland diet to help control the irritation to my system.
The Journey
During the entire process of healing I slowly began to come
back to strength, physically and spiritually. I would post life
affirming messages to myself in my bathroom to remind me of
who I am and whose I am. I made it a point to share my
journey with others because in sharing I was affirming that in
spite of what I was going through I knew that I would get
How I Discovered I Had Cancer
through and that others might be encouraged to keep on
pushing through. One of the things that strengthen me right
In the Chinese language the word crisis has two
before the surgery I had already booked a speaking
meanings, one being danger and the other
engagement that I was contemplating cancelling because I just
opportunity. When I was able to get still I realized I
did know if I was up to it but I was so incredibly blessed by
could dwell on the danger or use it as an
the attendees when I became transparent and share with them
opportunity to demonstrate to myself whether all of
what I was facing. This was not a religious function, but after I
the things I had believed about faith were true. It is
spoke the audience was so moved that one of the attendees at
easy to talk about faith but it is challenging to live
the end of my talk raised her hand and asked if she could pray
it.
for me. I was so humbled and encouraged, because before I
knew it, I was surrounded by people praying for my healing. I
The Stats/Treatment
left that event with my faith amplified. I was so accustomed to
being the person that was always encouraging and uplifting
The fact is 1 in 3 black men will be diagnosed with
others, and now I was learning to be the recipient of what I
prostate cancer versus white men who have a 1 in 6
had been given others.
odds. Just like any other cancer early detection is
After about three months after the surgery, I begin to workout,
key. Fortunately they caught my cancer early and it
which really helped to manage the pain. I could feel my body
had not spread outside of the prostate. I opted for
healing ever so slightly. Your body changes after the trauma of
the seed implantation where they surgically
radiation.
implanted over 100 radioactive seeds into my
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