READER'S ROCK LIFESTYLE MAGAZINE VOL 2 ISSUE 4 NOVEMBER 2014 Vol. 1 Issue 8 Feb. 2014 | Page 47

Lori speaks often to groups of women
struggling with their own situations of abuse to
help them understand there is hope....

Anyway getting
back to
"blows
done to
humility":
The two
other girls
and I all of
which we're
not the only
females in the
camp were
chosen as the
soldiers "toys"!
This meant that
when they got
bored or just for
sadistic purposes
they would choose
one of us and rape
us, all of the soldiers
would.... Which if
you counted them all
it meant anywhere
from 20-29 on any

given day...
The first time that
they came for me, I
knew it was
coming....I had this
sudden nauseating
feeling in my
stomach, and
kept watching
the ground
intently, while
the soldiers
approached.
All I could
hear by the
time that
they got to
me was
my
heartbeat
within
my ears.
I felt a
sudden jerk on each
arm and a kick to the back while I

was being drug away from Faresh.
Yes this was the only time that the
cuffs came off....I did the usual
screaming and fighting although I
knew that in the back of my mind
this didn't help, there were too
many of them, and only one of
me....When the first soldier
grabbed me, the other two stood
back and pointed their guns at
me...and I knew what was
happening....I just kept asking the
soldiers where in their fucking
Qur'an did Allah tell them to do
this??? Which only angered them
more...

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