Popular Culture Review Vol. 15, No. 2 | Page 62

58 Popular Culture Review Rehearsal as Recipe, Performance as Banquet During rehearsals, band members are the kitchen staff to the conductor’s head chef. The kitchen staff is wholly concerned with the written words of the musical recipe and is not involved with experiencing the musical ingredients as musical foods to be tasted and smelled. The precise construction of the musical dish is a technical exercise in arranging all of the necessary ingredients in order for cooking later. The musical dish may be viewed (visually surveilled), heard piece by tiny piece (aurally surveilled), and touched (haptically surveilled), but it is not eaten or smelled until performance time, during which band members feast on the musical food. The ingredients of the musical dish are experienced by band members as component parts; as one described it to the agreement of the others, it is a recipe for chocolate cake, consisting, perhaps, of the wheat flour of the timing, the emulsifier of the dynamics, Ae antioxidants of the tuning, the sugar of the key. The entire ingredient list never proceeds beyond a list of component parts required for the whole dish during rehearsal periods. The decadent musical cake may be consumed by audience members present during rehearsals, but it is not for band members to eat. Audience members are able to comprehend complete music during a rehearsal session where a band member cannot. Audience members do not have to feel themselves extended into saxophone in order to hear sax music, and may pay as much attention as they like to the points at which the sax man meets his sax; they may eat musical cake. Band members, for their part, eat a much more decadent cake. Having been denied their habitual urge to satisfy their sensual appetites, they gorge themselves on musical chocolate cake, inhale its rich freshly baked aroma, feel its creamy textu re invade the insides of their bodies, and hear in the music the deep sights of sensual hunger being satisfied. Band members never see the musical cake; they eat it with their eyes closed, in ecstasy, in satisfaction, in sensual extension. Band members do not taste the musical cake they make for audiences, because band members are experiencing in the performance the taste of the senses being released from tightly reigned-in self-surveillance. They experience sensual extension into the musical tasted, felt, heard, and smelled, but never seen, chocolate cake. Serres’s work is again useful here. Serres refers to the Last Supper (among other banquets) in the ‘‘Tables’' section of Les Cittq Sem^ which deals with taste and smell. Two bodies, or, rather, two sides of one body, emerge from the banquet. On the one hand is the body of the Assumption, “the body raised up in language,” which, as the result of linguistic petrification, is reduced to the condition of statue, and is no longer able to taste and smell. Says Serres, “when it is saturated by the word, the body loses its antique graces.”^® On the other hand, and set against this linguistic body, is the body consumed at the Last Supper. This body circulates in the forms of bread and wine, and is never fixed or held still, but is, as Connor notes “a mobile transubstantiation.”^^ In one way.