Popular Culture Review Vol. 15, No. 1 | Page 92

88 Popular Culture Review And I can’t provide the right type of life for my family ’Cause, man, these food stamps don’t buy diapers All of these identities—the superstar involved in his mother’s lawsuit and the loser that can’t make ends meet for his daughter, along with the fictional world of Jimmy Smith—are integrated in this verse under the single identity marker “I.” Eminem has become all of these selves, yet he claims that this narrative, which he has described as a fictional soap opera, is “no movie, and there’s no Mehki Phifer.” This reference to “Mehki Phifer,” the actress who plays the role of Future, rather than to the character named Future, further and most clearly disrupts the balance between reality and fiction in the song. While the song begins as a des cription of a piece of fiction through this metanarration in which the distinction between actors and characters unravels, it becomes a metadescription of the creation of the film itself, acknowledging the relationship between the fictional material and its real world source as well as the differences between those ontologies. For Eminem, there is no “Future” and the song becomes a hyperreal space where Jimmy’s world is negated by Eminem’s and consequently Eminem’s world is negated by Jimmy’s. While the narrator claims that this “may be the only opportunity that I’ve got,” we are left unclear as to whose opportunity is being spoken of—Jimmy Smith’s or Eminem’s. Both selves have become lost in the music and distanced from the narrator through the use of the word “you.” But because of the multiplicity of the narratorial voice, the “you” seemingly still could be either of these identities. Indeed, the verses suggest that this is how Jimmy and Eminem have and will succeed by extinguishing themselves through their music. University of Wisconsin-Stevens Point G. Christopher Williams Notes 1. As Eliot defines it in “Hamlet and His Problems” (1919), the notion of an objective correlative suggests that art should merely present the “formula of [a] particular emotion” rather than presenting the emotion in a directly experiential manner. For example, Eliot argues that in Hamlet Shakespeare is incapable of expressing Hamlet’s emotions because “the supposed identity of Hamlet with his author is genuine to this point: . . . Hamlet’s bafflement at the absence of [an] objective equivalent to his feelings is a prolongation of the bafflement of his creator in the face of his artistic problem” (100). 2. Borges does so in texts like “The Garden of Forking Paths” (1941) and especially in the pseudo-history at the center of “Tlon, Uqbar, and Orbis Terius” (1941). 3. In “The Making of ‘Lose Yourself,’” Rolling Stone quotes Eminem’s manager, Paul Rosenberg, pointing out that this blurring was Eminem’s intention: “He wanted to write at least one of the songs as Jimmy . . . where the similarities get blurred between himself and the character” (68).