Parvati Magazine March 2015 - Awareness | Page 9

YOGA am here to grow into full awareness of my true nature, which is peace, creativity and happiness. ~ Yogani As I practiced yoga in various forms, including asana, pranayama, and meditation, I began to become more aware of my true state. As I connected more with my body, I felt sensations that I’d never before experienced. I could move through the world with more ease and grace. I felt lighter, a mind-bodyspirit connection. I felt a wholeness that until then had been unusual, but indicative that I was on the right path. I began to realize that I was creating a different reality for myself, one based on acceptance and love, and one that felt right for me. I found a way to constantly remind myself that we are, for the most part, living in a world of delusion, distracted by so much that actually does not matter. So we need to pay close attention to what does, with gratitude, on a daily basis. One of the most effective techniques I have applied to my yoga practice and my life is the art of mindfulness. Allowing myself to simply slow down and be present has given me the ability to observe myself and the world around and within me with less judgement and expectation. So this has made me happier. The only way to ease our fear and be truly happy is to acknowledge our fear and look deeply at its source. Instead of trying to escape from our fear, we can invite it up to our awareness and look at it clearly and deeply. ~ Thich Nhat Hanh When I live in awareness, I also live in acceptance and am willing to face my fears. Therefore, I am kinder and more forgiving to myself and others. I am whole and full. Though I am not perfect, I am perfection because I am lacking nothing, I regard myself lovingly, and I accept exactly who I am. All the while, I am open to productive change and transformation. Yoga has taught me to how to choose and seek peace and love. It has taught me to be a more giving person. It has taught me to live consciously and be aware of how my actions affect myself and others. I am not going to suggest that I have it all figured out. I have just reached a point in my life where I am living with eyes and heart wide open. I am aware of my privilege, my blessings, and my power. I am living with less resistance and more acceptance, less walls and more connections. I am less fearful, and more trusting. I am committed to living this way, and I invite you to do the same. Crystal Ellisis a yoga teacher, thai massage practitioner, holistic nutritionist, Lisa Tai is an early 30s Yoga gal with a passion for community and continuous learning. She can always be found with her and lover of life. in a holistic esthetician, writer/poet, performance poet, head in a book, silly yoga pose, or sharing her musings over on her blog or Twitter. With a fiery personality she constantly strives to motivate others to see their greatness, while always making sure to laugh at herself. Follow along on her journey at yogicrystal.wordpress.com or on Twitter at @YogiCrystal.