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“What imagination! Your mind is a wonderful place to be,” said Zwanga softly, as if to himself. This did not make sense to Rendi. Hands did what you wanted them to do. What good would any carver be if he were to be controlled by his hands? Surely Zwanga would not be the master carver and blacksmith he was, respected in all of Mapungubwe and beyond, if he allowed his hand to go rampant and shape any silly thing they wanted to shape? But Chata’s hands refused to see reason. He tried to reproduce the strange animal that was destroyed by the herdboys the previous day. But it could not be exactly the same, though it had the three legs, the beak and the wings on the tail. This new one had more horns even on its flanks. Rendi moulded a raging bull that looked like a raging bull. “I’ll ask him to do mine too,” said Chata. “You dream such dreams? Who taught you to dream like that?” Rendi knew that his father would never waste his time by baking such an ugly creature. He did not say so though because he did not want his friend to feel bad about his lack of talent. He could not tell Zwanga that his mother taught him to dance himself into a trance during which he interacted with spirit worlds where even more fantastical creatures pranced about. The boys gave their creations to Zwanga and Rendi was surprised that his father didn’t break into a paroxysm—be it of laughter or of anger—when he saw Chata’s creation. Instead he stared at it with awe on his face. He took a quick look at Rendi’s ox and said, in what Rendi interpreted to be a dismissive tone, “This is very good, murwa, but I expect no less from you. You are, after all, a descendant of master carvers and blacksmiths who have been honoured by kings from the days of your great-great-grandfather.” “I don’t know. It just happened. My hands just shaped it. I am sorry about it.” But his eyes quickly went to Chata’s monster. “Chatambudza, where did you see an animal like that?” he asked. “He won’t do it again,” said Rendi trying to protect his friend. “It is not his fault. It is the fault of his hands.” “Stop prattling, boy,” said Zwanga abruptly. “I want to know how this phuli boy got to have such wonderful dreams.” Chata was so rattled by the fact that Zwanga called him a slave that he missed the part that declared his creation wonderful. But that did not escape Rendi. Wonderful? How could this monstrous creature be deemed wonderful? In the evening when Zwanga’s wife brought food and Rendi brought a gourd of mopane beer, the man was still staring at the fantasy animal. Something was wrong with Zwanga, Rendi thought. He was rather irritated that it was not his well-shaped ox that had mesmerized his father but an animal that never existed anywhere in the known world. A tinge of resentment began to grow in him. Resentment against his father. Against Chata. Against all the !Kung people of the world, for who else but the !Kung woman could have taught Chata to bewitch the master carver with a silly-looking animal? This last bit was implanted in Rendi’s mind by his mother, for she and her son did discuss Zwanga’s strange behaviour when they got back to her house. She had a very simple and straightforward answer: witchcraft. The !Kung woman must be responsible for it. Her solution was that Rendi must stop playing with Chata. BLACK RENAISSANCE NOIRE “In my dreams, father,” said Chata. His tone was very apologetic. Zwanga was lost in thought. He just sat there and stared at the fantasy creature. The boys stood there for a while. Rendi was hoping he would have further comments about his ox. When he didn’t, Rendi said, “Please, father, fire my ox in your kiln so that it can last forever.” But the man didn’t stir. It was as if he had not heard his son. His eyes were fixed on the fantasy creature. The boys quietly left the house. 17 “I am going to ask my father to bake it in his kiln so that it lasts forever,” said Rendi. Chata did not want to reveal that it was memory rather than imagination that was responsible for his creation. These were creatures he had seen when he had gone into a trance and had visited the dimension of the dead and the unborn. He had moulded them as he remembered them. In any event, who could truly make a clear distinction between imagination and memory?