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An Artist’s Statement J a m e l S h a b a z z “Many times I wondered whether my achievement was worth the loneliness I experienced, but now I realize the price was small.” The more traditional gangs were long gone, but small crews were ever growing as guns and drugs started to gain a stronger presence, escalating the already explosive situation. Seeing this dark cloud of self-destruction on the horizon, I felt an urgent need to take to the streets to get a sense of what was going on. Armed with a Canon AE1 and a genuine concern for the people, I mainly sought out the youth who were most at risk. I would find them at the local high schools, street corners, and on the buses and trains. My sole objective was to lend my voice to help to deescalate the hate and inspire unity. The language of photography allowed me to connect and communicate by simply engaging the youth and letting them know that I saw their greatness and wanted to capture their essence, all while planting a seed of love for self. To help me navigate through this difficult terrain, I would often get inspiration by listening to Marvin Gaye’s entire “What’s Going On,” album before I would embark upon my journey. His words would feed my soul and provide me with the fortitude I needed, to carry out my mission. The message that Marvin conveyed with that particular album, is what I wanted to express with my photographs. From that summer of 1980 until this very day, I am still on that mission, as the words of Marvin reverberate in my head, to remind me of the task at hand. G ordon P arks I stand on the shoulders of countless men and women who aided in shaping me to be the man I am today. It was my father, who first introduced me to the wonders of photography while I was in my preteens. He was a professional photographer and had a vast library full of books and publications centered on various aspects of photography. As a curious child, I gravitated towards so many of those books, but there was one in particular “Black in White America,” by documentary photographer Leonard Freed, that captivated me. For the first time, I was seeing photos other than my fathers’ that highlighted the strength and struggle within the African America community. Leonard’s stunning images allowed me to see a world outside my isolated housing complex. Hence, a seed had been planted in my mind. It was then that I became aware of the importance of photography and knew I wanted to be a photographer like my father and create work on the level of Leonard Freed. My photography expedition would officially start during the summer of 1980, after returning back to North America upon completing a three year tour of duty in the US Army, in Germany. To my dismay, I would come home to a community that was under siege and rapidly losing its young people from senseless violence and incarceration. The images I make are not only about photography; they are in many cases mere frozen moments that serve as constant reminders of the many people I met during my travels and they also hold a special meaning for me in my visual diary. What is most important is that, I want people of the various communities I been blessed to document, to have a place in the annals of history and it is my sincere desire, to secure their legacies and inspire the next generation of visionaries. Jamel Shabazz is best known for his iconic photographs of New York City during the 1980’s. A documentary, fashion and street photographer, he picked up his first camera nearly forty years ago. He has authored 8 monographs; Back in the days, The Last Sunday in June, A Time before Crack, Seconds of my Life, The Remix, Represent, Pieces of a Man, and Sights in the City, as well as contributing to over three dozen other photography related books. His work has been exhibited in Italy, France, Korea, Turke