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want and, of course, that brings a lot of conflict. What makes it so funny to me is how much everybody wants what they want. They all go to the extreme.” Ekstrand, who is directing the production, once served on a grant panel for Essex County and has experience applying for grants for Dreamcatcher as well. She believes the hardest thing is to break down something that is abstract into corporate terms. Whether seeking corporate funding or a government grant, there’s a certain language that revolves around the grant process. “There’s a whole jargon that springs up around grants,” she explains. “You have to translate what you do every day into this other language in order to express it with the grants. You have to quantify something that’s qualitative and I find that very challenging. Some of the grants that we get or don’t get offer feedback, but some of them are mysterious. The hardest part is when it’s a total mystery. We’ll get a yes, we’ll get a no, yet we have no idea why. And certainly with the no’s you want to know why you were turned down so you know what to do better next time.” If you’ve ever wondered what goes on behind those closed doors, check out The Most Deserving at Dreamcatcher. It’ll have you debating what is art and maybe even whether or not the question itself has any merit. Art means something different to everybody, and isn’t that the point? --Gary Wien The Most Deserving runs February 12 through March 1 at Dreamcatcher Repertory Theatre in Summit, NJ. New Jersey Stage January 2015 pg 102