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n e w c h u r c h l i f e : m ay / j u n e 2 0 1 6 washing the body, and then bound Him in linen strips with spices according to Jewish custom, and deposited Him in a tomb. It’s true that in the Gospel he does not give up his position as a Pharisee. He does not sell everything that he has, abandon his wealth, and become a disciple the way the 12 apostles did. But it cannot be denied that he took up his cross and worked for the benefit of Jesus and His ministry. What did he do after the death of the Lord? Did he throw away the life he had always known to help grow the Christian Church? Did he die a martyr on account of his devotion to this rebellious rabbi? We don’t know because the Gospel ends. His story after that time was not written. Nor is our story written – not fully. Not as students of the Word, not as disciples of the Lord, not as citizens of heaven, and not as The New Church on earth. We experience the Nicodemus Tension as anxiety when we believe we are doomed. When we do not trust in providence. When we become impatient and do not wish to wait and when we let anxiety overtake our view of the future. But we can turn this anxiety into excited anticipation when we believe that the Lord will keep His promises. When we believe that those promises are not impossible standards, but are achievable goals, we can work diligently with anticipation that the Lord will come into our lives, that He will build His church, and that the New Church will reign for ages and ages, that it IS the crown of all the churches ever to exist, and will ever be. Let’s delight today in that tension, take a look back and see where we have been, rejoice in how far we have come, and get excited about where we are going. The Rev. Christopher A. Barber teaches religion at the Academy of the New Church Secondary Schools. He says it is his joy to help students grasp biblical and theological concepts in the light of the New Church worldview. He thoroughly enjoys working with adolescents, as they are in the springtime of their critical analysis. Chris loves researching obscure figures from New Church history, studying the Fourth Gospel, and watching documentaries. He lives in Huntingdon Valley with his wife, Annika (Fitzpatrick), and their son, Jaiell. You can read more about him at www. chrisbarber.info. Contact: [email protected]. (Photo Credit: Olivia Brock, Girls school ‘16, ANC photography student.) 232