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n e w c h u r c h l i f e : j u ly / au g u s t 2 0 1 4 just one more of the demons, the false ideas, telling us lies. Some part of us might recognize that the Lord is what we need, and we might feel mentally humbled, like this man bowing before the Lord. But it’s not a worship of adoration, it’s a worship of fear. “Don’t make me change! Change hurts. It would be easier just to stay this way.” It’s like the children of Israel wanting to go back to the slavery they were used to, rather than face the wilderness of change. So the Lord begins to cast out the demons: “Come out of the man, unclean spirit!” But then He stops and asks: “What is your name?” “What is your name?” This is where we begin to see why this is a more involved exorcism. This isn’t just a simple one-step casting out. There’s a bit more of a process. Before we can have our demons removed, we have to name them. The Lord wants us to name our problems. “I’m feeling like nobody loves me. I’m thinking that I’ve got it worse than anyone else.” Like Adam naming the animals, when we name things we have power over them. Like the fairy tale of the villain Rumpelstiltskin, who lost his power when someone discovered his name. If we name things, we begin to see them for what they really are. Why do I feel so horrible? I need to name it. Selfexamination. Sometimes when we find ourselves in a bad mood and we can’t pinpoint why, or how we got there, it can help to think back through the day or the week, and take note of the negative things that could have contributed to our bad mood. Once we add them up, we often realize why we feel so horrible, and we can feel a little better because now at least we understand why we feel this way. We’ve named our problems, and that has taken away some of their power. And so the Lord asks us, “What is your name?” And the man answers: “My name is Legion; for we are many.” (See True Christian Religion 533, Chadwick translation) A legion was a unit of Roman soldiers. It varied in number over time, but it was always several thousand men. How is it possible that thousands of evil spirits could possess one person? Well, in our case, we often have thousands of false ideas and lies that torment us in our minds: “If I just had more money, then I’d be happy. The only reason I’m so miserable is because my family makes me miserable. I don’t have time to focus on spiritual things. I’m not lovable; that’s why no one loves This is the first step in our repentance and spiritual reformation: self-examination. It is allowing the Lord’s Divine Truth to give us perspective on our false ideas and destructive behaviors. 318