NEO Magazine Issue 3 | Page 76

Phenomenology15 as a perceptual concept means that we experience and perceive phenomena of events, subjectively and/or objectively, so consciousness ‘directly,’ which we understand consciously to a degree, or subconsciously absorb, or are unconscious of. Phenomenology can be applied to a range of disciplines and is usually associated with philosophy and awakening to states of the illumination of self to Self. The very intimacy of our conscious experience, where we are ‘up close and personal’ to our self/ Self, means we react to the content of our individuated consciousness in a process of adaptation to experience: internal/external. We know we have and want self-consciousness, particularly when we feel pleasure, happy, content, and joyfulness. When all is not so hunky dory in the psyche, we blame others and don’t want self-consciousness, we feel angry, aggrieved, and jealous, as we carry around a bottle of pepper spray in our unhappy, unloved mind. And ‘it is entirely someone elses fault.’ We lash out, then regret. We split in perception from our own subconscious, conscious/consciousness content, saying: “I was beside myself ... I don’t know what came over me ... it isn’t/ wasn’t like me ... how on this earth did this happen?” And finally, alone in maladaptive recriminations, ‘I hate myself ... I could kill myself’ and we do. ‘I hate you, could kill you, and we do.’ Consciousness, though we have or are consciousness this much we know. In regard to its ultimate location and origin, that has proven difficult to find, though simple to define as ‘a quality of awareness’ or ‘inward awareness.’ With the concomitants from ancient and evolving awareness of thoughts, ideas, philosophy, words, science, and meaning, from the likes of Persia, Arabia, India, Indo-European, Latin, Greek, Germanic, French and English, etymologies of our collective, oft unwieldy, consciousness and emergent individuated intelligence. Intelligence16 “Intelligere” ~ from the Latin meaning “ realization or understanding” composed of “inter” (between) and “legere” (choose or pick out). We understand with intelligence, and with knowing we ‘recognise’ or ‘identify’ some-thing, or ‘know about’ some-thing. 15 16 From the Greek phainómenon “that which appears” and lógos “study.” From Latin intelligere “understand” and Latin intelligentia