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traumatic flashbacks that further fueled Olivia’s social abandonment in what is considered ordinary school time experience. With Julia’s background grounded in academic research of the United States adoption and foster care system, Julia immediately became aware that her daughter would not be able to receive the attention needed to be cared for in attendance to the diversified ways the public system could not comprehend or seem to equip. When Julia first offered to teach courses on adoption and the foster care system to the public school’s administrators, teachers, and counselors, the school administration rejected Julia’s offer, viewing Julia only as a mother and not a scholar. Elaborating more on her experiences in dealing with the administration of the public school, Julia sated: I ended up having to pull in experts because they kept wanting to put her in special ed because of the label. My experts were smarter than their experts, but that was an additional expense that I didn’t need. On the other hand that also made me an enemy in the school, so what I did after a year of struggling with that in the public schools is shift her to a Catholic school were that wasn’t even available and she would be just one of the kids in the classroom and that was perfect for her. (Interview, June 6, 2014). It was evident to Julia that her expertise was not welcome and Julia could only exist within a singular occupation, either as a mother or an academic. The exclusion in recognizing Julia as a professional is perceived as a threat to the security, modes of production, and power in how the administration exerted and structured their classrooms due to Julia’s persistence in building an environment welcoming for Olivia. However, the ultimate authoritative figure is Julia and her decision to move Olivia to a private school where both Julia and Olivia’s needs were accessible and considered. Conclusion In writing this paper, I aimed to introduce the differences of why and how children are labeled as special needs in the United States adoption and foster care system. Specifically focusing on Olivia’s experiences with being labeled as special needs due to behavioral problems and traumatic experiences as a result of living in foster care, I used themes of recognition and tense to emphasize the post adoption encounters that Olivia confronted such as stigmatization and lack of social recognition and acceptance. Julia’s experiences were incorporated to provide additional analyses to the broader conversation of how systems of power not only suppress Olivia’s identity but demonstrate how the same systems of power