Naleighna Kai's Literary Cafe Magazine May - Mother's Day Issue | Page 7

Because of her prayers, I now have a family, something I never thought I would have, with two beautiful children to raise with all the love that she instilled in me. Most people get some resistance when they tell someone they want to write a book. My family was the first to encourage my new passion, with my mother right along side me. If you’ve ever met me at a convention, there’s a good chance that my Mom was with me. The more expansive the convention, the longer the days, the more likely that she was there. Wherever she goes, you will not meet my mom without a bookmark or some information about my books. When I am tired and doubtful about my work, she’s one of the first people to tell me to keep going. I could go on and on about her and my gratitude only deepens with age. This legacy of love was passed down to her through the strength and courage of her own mother, my grandmother, Mary. I pray I have this same powerful love within me, so that I can pass it on. If there’s just one part of this legacy that I could share with you – one truth – it is that true love is a living thing. I’ll never forget the moment I understood this. My first year of college, my Mom lived in DC and I was across the country in California. Even though we were thousands of miles apart, I could still hear her voice. I could still feel her love for me expanding from within. As I made decisions, I heard her voice encouraging me down the right path. Even when I felt lonely, I knew that my mother loved me. I knew this because she gave her love so completely that it no longer needed her presence. Her love grew inside me because she cut the ties and gave it to me unconditionally, not for a moment or even a lifetime. She gave it to me forever. I remember the tears in my eyes as I sat alone in my dorm room and realized that I carried her love around with me always. The only thing better than that was God Himself. My mother taught me the legacy of love, what it truly means to give your love to another person, so that it breathes, grows, and lives outside of you, nourishing those you seek to set free. Like God’s love, it is the one gift that lasts forever and I am eternally grateful. I am sure that you, the reader, has had some influence on your life that has made you feel even a semblance of what I’ve written here. If so, then it should be an honor for you to share that love and pass it on.