Music Therapy Clinician: Supporting reflective clinical practice Volume 1 | Page 8

NJ FOCUS Reflections on my experiences as NJAMT President Melissa Santiago, MS, MT-BC, CCLS As an undergraduate and graduate music therapy student I was heavily involved in the music therapy community outside of school. I served on regional and national student music therapy organizations and co-coordinated a conference for students and new professionals. I believed that if I got involved I would learn more about the field and be as prepared as possible for becoming a professional. What I didn’t realize is, by participating in these organizations, I would meet people across the country and have the opportunity to connect with other music therapists and music therapy students. It was my first venture into networking. When I entered the professional world as a board certified music therapist, I cut back on volunteering for [various] organizations and dedicated my energy toward growing clinically. I had amazing coworkers that I learned from and grew with, but I missed having other music therapists with whom to talk. I have turned to those coworkers when a patient I’ve worked with closely dies, or to share my joy after I have helped a child fall asleep instead of cry during a medical procedure. However, I found I didn’t have anyone to talk to about how to change my approach with a dying patient who was resistant to song writing, or how to connect musically with a patient who prefers rap music. I was lacking people to turn to when I needed to bounce around song ideas, or figure out how to modify a clinical technique. I was able to benefit from peer supervision at work, but it wasn’t directly focused on music therapy. In addition to the clinical side, I missed the experience of knowing people when I attended a conference or workshop. Finally, after being away for several years, I connected with the New Jersey Association for Music Therapy (NJAMT) and got involved with music therapy organizations again. As a student I learned how important networking was to develop my clinical identity. I attended student executive board meetings at national 6|P age conferences, where a group of people who didn’t know each other had to come together to achieve a common goal. We had to meet one another, establish a rapport, and move forward to achieve our goals in a short amount of time. I encounter similar situations in my clinical work with pediatric patients. Oftentimes, I meet patients for the first time the moment I step into their room. I walk into the session, identify what I believe is the need, and work with the medical staff, the patient, and his or her family to develop rapport and reach a goal. I believe my ability to be flexible and adapt to situations that arise in my work are strengths I possess, and they are an important part of my identity as a music therapist. Looking back, I see how those early roles on student boards helped me develop those skills when working with new people. As I networked, I learned how to connect and work towards a common goal. I have now fulfilled the role of NJAMT President and have worked with an incredible group of music therapists. They have volunteered their time to help spread awareness of music therapy, to advocate for our field, and to support music therapists across the state. They have different areas of expertise, different passions, and each one uses their own strengths to help NJAMT. The relationships I have built through NJAMT have supported me in my advocacy efforts as well as in my clinical work. I met a music therapist through NJAMT, and, as we began to develop a relationship, she invited me to join her in a presentation. This allowed me to increase public awareness about my work in pediatrics. I was appreciative of the invitation and grateful that NJAMT connected us. Seeing her approach various facilities and inquire about presenting helped me learn more about reaching out to promote myself. I’ve also had the opportunity to share the difficulties we sometimes face with someone who can relate. As an example, I reached out to a music therapy colleague for support when I was feeling stuck with a client. My client was resisting music therapy, acting out physically, and I wasn’t sure where to go next. We had been making progress toward the set goals, but suddenly we were moving backwards. I tried different approaches, I incorporated the family