Music Therapy Clinician: Supporting reflective clinical practice Volume 1 | Page 17

To understand the specific issues we discovered in supervision, we’ve listed the six main categories below and provided case examples of how these issues played out in supervision sessions. Take a walk with us through the maze of pre and perinatal music therapy: 1. Personal awareness During our prenatal visit, I was stunned as I listened to the stories of infant and pregnancy loss this Mom had experienced. I too have lost many babies. And so, I very deeply identified with these stories. But, to whatever extent I identified with the horrible experience of losing a wanted pregnancy, I still had a responsibility to remain clinically focused and present in order to help the Mom move forward emotionally and physically in her current pregnancy. I needed to evaluate whether or not this was becoming an issue that was out of balance and therefore potentially harmful to the client, so I brought it to supervision. In our supervision session, I felt embarrassed about being so emotionally moved that I doubted whether or not my clinical skills were ‘up to par’. At the same time, I wanted to shout from the rooftops, “IT IS UNFAIR that anyone loses a baby they’ve been longing for!” Paying attention to those physical and emotional urges during supervision enabled me to take a deeper look at this issue. I later created a piano improvisation (after our supervision session) that helped me explore the feelings that kept coming up for me in clinical work. It helped me think about how to keep them separate from work with clients and maintain greater clinical clarity in future pregnancy or infant loss situations. 15 | P a g e