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REHAB
ANTOINE ENTERED RE-
HAB FOR THE FIRST TIME
A FEW DAYS LATER AT
AN ADDICTION CANADA
REHAB FACILITY IN MUS-
KOKA, ONTARIO. JOHN
HAYNES WAS THE CEO AS
WELL AS HIS COUNSELOR.
HAYNES WAS ALSO A
PROFESSIONAL BODY-
BUILDER. IF ANYONE
COULD RELATE TO AN-
TOINE IT WAS HAYNES.
THEY SPOKE THE
SAME LANGUAGE AND
SHARED THE SAME
DREAMS BUT NONE OF
THAT SEEMED TO MAT-
TER AS ANTOINE LAST-
ED ONLY 45 OF THE 60
DAYS BEFORE LEAV-
ING. AFTER THREE
DAYS OF SOBRIETY HE
WAS USING AGAIN.
During Antoine’s fight to become
sober he attended countless rehab
centres across Quebec and Ontario. He
had a routine. He’d check in, sleep for
five days, start eating, begin working
out and receiving therapy with other
addicts, but he simply couldn’t seem
to stay sober. He’d stay awhile, feel he
was ready to leave but once back in the
world he’d quickly relapse. Things went
from bad to worse. He lost his home,
his friends and even after enduring an
attack from a paranoid drug-addicted
friend, he continued on his path of
destruction and for the next three
months, abused drugs and alcohol more
than ever before.
ONE LAST TRY
Between December 2016 and Febru-
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| AUGUST/SEPTEMBER 2018
CRISIS MODE
On Christmas Eve, 2014 his life
changed forever. He was out drinking
and drugging when he heard the news
that his best friend’s brother had
overdosed on opiates and his body
had been found in a shed in the dead
of winter. A shed, which he’d broken
into for a quick fix. His last fix. “I
was devastated.” That devastation
would serve as the catalyst needed for
Antoine to turn his life around.