Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 94, May 2017 | Page 21

Back in top form in 2017 we train in harmony with how my body feels and reacts. We also train in a large group, which I enjoy a lot. The atmosphere in the group is always uplifting. MA: Take us back to where and when the track & field bug bit? RS: When I was six years old, I ran my first 60m race at Laerskool Menlopark and I loved it right away. My best friend, Tania Ras, with whom I am still very close, was a phenomenal athlete and her family helped inspire me to fall in love with athletics. Her grandfather Gert Potgieter was the former 400m hurdles world record holder and her aunt Ilze Ras held the SA junior 100m hurdles record, and this family played a crucial role in my love for the sport. Tania and I always ran against each other in the sprints and I later focused on the 100m hurdles, whereas she did the 400m hurdles. My first 100m hurdles race was in grade 10, and from that day I loved it. I was a late developer and only started performing well in grade 11, as a 17-year-old. I then won my first SA Schools title, represented South Africa at the World Youth Championships, and in 2010 I had an awesome year, winning three SA titles. MA: So far in your athletic career, things have not always worked out the way you wished, but have you taken anything positive from the challenges? RS: The biggest lesson I have learnt is that it is OK not to have everything under control. I always wanted to do everything perfectly, and train hard to be the best. I view things very differently now. Life almost never works out completely as planned. I enjoy my running a lot more now when I am relaxed and make jokes. I also don’t see mistakes or bad races as failures. It is part of sport to go through processes, and it’s not possible to run a personal best in every race. I always win in my mind – I win character, I win lessons, I win exposure, I win experience… but I never see a race not won as “I lost.” PJ’s PIECE I have a dream of running 800km in six days… However, with little running pedigree behind me, this to many is an impossible dream. So what? It burns at the centre of my mind all the time, calling to me with a soft but insistent voice, to come and take hold of it. It is my dream, and it drives me forward. – BY PJ MOSES M any of my closest friends and family have questioned my sanity in chasing this dream. My hold on reality seems a bit tenuous to them. I don’t care. I believe with every bit of my being that with perseverance and determination, sprinkled with a good dose of donkey stubbornness, I will succeed. I am an average runner, at best, and only started to run in my late thirties. I know the reality is that I may not succeed in my goal, but that does not stop me. I keep training. I train in the early morning hours. I train in the dark. I train in the heat of midday. I train late at night. I run long and I run hills. I sprint from pole to pole and I do strides. I keep grinding away and I keep the faith in the way forward. This path has made me sleep on street benches and in bus shelters in order to get to races. It has made me sleep in police charge offices from Camps Bay to Fish Hoek. It has made me brave enough to dodge early morning bullets from unknown gunmen in my gang-filled community. It has filled me with fear and terror. It has given me joy sprinkled with ecstasy. It has also made me constantly push my limits. I have run from sunrise to sunset. I have run over more than one mountain. I have seen the sun rise over shacks and over oceans. I have lived. If I had made the mistake of listening to all the doubters, and those who supposedly know better, then I would not be the man I am today. I would be a lesser man. I would be the man who let others take his eyes off his vision. I would be the man who got side-tracked by the misgivings of those who meant well. I refuse to be that man. And you? Do not let them make you that person. Dream a big dream and then go chase that dream down. No matter what they may say. About the Author: More speed than ever in her legs Thankful to be back on track PJ is a former Cape Flats gangster who took up running when he turned his back on that dangerous lifestyle, in order to make sure he would be there for his two young sons, and set a good example for them, instead of becoming just another crime statistic. Having recently turned his hand to writing as well, he will be a regular columnist for Modern Athlete. 21