Martha Glowacki’s Natural History, Observations and Reflections Martha Glowacki’s Natural History | Page 31

Martha Glowacki’s Natural History, Observations and Reflections Once more my deeper life goes on with more strength, as if the banks through which it moves had widened out. Rainer Maria Rilke ne of the imperatives, if not the imperative, for any artist is to understand their own path to inspiration, to know how to get to the “deeper life.” My ideas for creative work come primarily from observation and analysis of the natural world, both through my own experiences and from studying the experiences of others. Sometimes an intuition sparks an idea; at other times, reading and research send me in a new direction. The work in this exhibition interweaves ideas that come from this dance between intuition and intellectual study. Since I was a young child, one of my greatest pleasures has been walking outdoors in parkland or rural areas. Out of thousands of hours of walking, I vividly remem- ber a handful of instances when a sensory impression—a quality of the light, the sound of wind, the movement of a flock of birds settling in the dry corn stalks in front of me—made me realize my profound connection to the natural world. The knowledge was like an electric cur- rent passing through me with the me ssage that “you are part of all that surrounds you, this is you and you are it.” This is the closest that I have come to a mystical expe- rience. I have chosen to interpret these experiences as both a path to understanding my place in the world and as a call to action as an artist. Imparting this connection and concern for nature is my creative river, my voice. The challenge is to turn these intuitions into a visual narrative that expresses meaning. Using natural forms and processes, I have gradually built a personal vocab- ulary that symbolizes abstract ideas concerning the transience and fragility of nature. Turning this base layer of knowledge gained from experience into a higher layer of conceptual understanding is a task shared by all creative people, whether artist, historian, scientist, or philosopher. In turn, my own interest in observation has led me to study the ways that other people have observed and reflected on the world around them. I’m particularly interested in what I term the history of natural history. This includes the history of collecting and museums, as well as the history of the scientific book. I am very for- tunate to live near a world-class collection of books from the history of science, housed in Memorial Library’s Special Collections vaults at the University of Wisconsin– Madison. My first explorations in Special Collections were to do research on the history of cabinets of curiosities and 27